Endlessly trying... (gonkillu)

Chapter 30

(GONS pov)

I smiled and pulled away, hugging Killua tightly. "I love you, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that but now he's going to jail and you can go back to class and all that good stuff," I said hugging him, ''you don't, how worried I was." I said cuddling, he just needs love and even though I hate to admit it, I do too.

I hugged him close, sniffling lightly. "Killua, I love you," I said, kissing him once again. I love him. I held him close. "Come on, why don't you get all changed and we just hang out all night? I didn't get to see you at all yesterday and hardly today. I said holding onto him. I kissed his nose and smiled.

"You're such a sweet boy," I said, lifting up his shirt and grabbing him a sweater. I could barely look at his thighs so I gave him some sweatpants and turned away as he changed. "I'm done ," I heard him squeak and turned around and collapsed back onto the bed. I smiled and wrapped my arms around. "Tell me if I hurt you," I said softly as I rubbed his back.

"Your good," he said, Ahh! He's so cute I love him so much! I smiled and looked at him and hugged him close kissing his forehead. I gently got his wrists and kissed them. I know you probably weren't but we're you ok? With last night and everything," I asked as he nodded. "Yeah umm some of the guys kept me company, and Ace slept with me," I said softly "what?" I said confused.

"Well I just mean he slept in the bed with me like he cuddled me," I said "umm...couldn't he sleep in the other bed you don't use?" I smiled awkwardly. "We'll, I don't know," He said softly. "I don't know, I've seen the way Ace looked at you and talked to you and touched you, I think it's kinda weird since you have a boyfriend," I said looking at him.

"We'll I mean we're just friends Gon, there's nothing going on," he said as I was skeptical "are you sure he knows that," I said turning away from him as he went silent and I couldn't see him but I felt shuffling and assumed he was curled up. but if he says there's nothing going on, I'll believe it. I've just- I've noticed the way he touches and looks at Killua and it makes me uncomfortable. I sighed and turned around cuddling him back.

"I'm sorry, I'm just nervous," I said softly, kissing him and turning him back around. "Let's not talk about this now, let's just go to sleep. I said giving him a kiss as he kissed back and we tangled our legs together before both.

Killua was asleep in my arms, AWWEE he's so cute. I watched him holding him close and was just sleeping and when I heard a loud crash downstairs Killua jumped in my arms. He was about to fall asleep but the loud noise probably made him awake. I groaned and got, "stay here," I said before I heard a bunch of knocking on my door. "Oh my god," I said quietly to myself "stay here Killua ok? Understand?" He nodded. I groaned and went over to the door and opened it.

"What is going on?" I whined as they grabbed me "Gon we need your help!" They said as they basically dragged me down the stairs. I looked around and didn't see anything, "what?" I said as I looked around and saw Zushi who looked extremely guilty, "ok what the hell is going on?" I asked as I looked at the boys.

"So Uhh, I thought it would be cool to have like a frat mascot and stuff and soo I was like well we don't actually have to get a animal but then I saw this raccoon outside eating some trash from the trash can and I thought he can be a good mascot and so I brought him inside and at first he was really chill and nice but then he started to go crazy and we kinda lost him in the house," Zushi finished.

"Let me get this straight, you brought a wild animal into the house? Zushi, aren't you almost at the top of your class? And you brought a wild raccoon inside the house?!" I said as they nodded "well you better find it and take it out you can't keep a raccoon in the house it will pee and poop everywhere get it out! And anything it destroys your paying for to replace," I said annoyed as I went back up the stairs.