Endlessly trying... (gonkillu)

Chapter 31

Killuas pov)

Gon pinned my sensitive bandaged wrists above my head and I looked at him. I was nervous at first not wanting to be pinned only cause of my wrists but as soon as he turned to me and I saw his beautiful brown eyes stair into mine with such kindness and love I took a deep breath, I trust him more then anything and he told me if I needed to we could stop, plus he handed hurt me yet, I took a nicedeep breath that definitely calmed me down and I nodded as him. He smiled and leaned down kissing me.

I kiss back pushing against his lips gently I felt him smile into the kiss. I soon pulled away and looked at him. He cupped my face making me look into his eyes. I blushed and He smiled at me softly, such a beautiful sweet smile and leaned down to kiss me again. I kissed back almost immediately and wrapped my arms around his neck. I felt him brush my check with his thumb gently. My eyes widened and I saw his closed eyes, I breathe through my nose enjoying his lips.

I felt his thumb gently hold my chin and he gently brushed his tongue on the part of my lips that was jsut slightly open. I blushed keeping my eyes now closed and opening my mouth. He gently push his tongue into my mouth, it was warm and a little slimy but we started to gently make out. I smiled into the kiss, this is actually nice. I felt him pulled away and I bit my lip opening my eyes seeing him. "Hi," he said blushing. I smiled. "Hi," I whispered before smashing his lips back into mine needling.

He slipped his tongue into my mouth and I wrapped my arms around His back. We kissed and made out a little bit and I whimper into the kiss he cupped my face and I gripped at his muscular back. Our tongue's were playfully moving against each other and he sucked on my tongue. It kept up for a little bit before he pulled away and looked into my eyes. I blushed.

He looked into my eyes and I looked back. He pressed his lips back to mine and I let out another small whimper into it as we kept making out. I felt his hands roam my body and go up my chest, up my arms and wrists and to my hands were he tangled his hands with mine. I looked up at him and he smiled pulling away from the kiss. He gave my hands a squeeze and gave me one more small kiss.

"Ok baby, let's do something," he said taking of my shirt, slowly, almost at a teasingly slow pace and I whined and took it off myself. "Pretend I don't have all these cuts ok?" I whispered softly making him nod, "alright sweetheart," he said as I nodded "thank you," I whispered as he nodded.

He pressed his lips to my neck and started to loiter kissed all over it. I laid back on the bed relaxing and letting him. I put my hands over my head. He kissed a spot that made me shiver and I let out a small squeak. He gently pressed his tongue to it and licked it I let out another small moan and he smiled and started to suck on the spot gently.

He gently bit at it and Made a small mark. He pulled away and satisfied with it he nodded. I tried to see but I couldn't see my neck so I gave up and Gon let out a small laugh. I whined. He smiled and started to kiss my chest and pecs and body. He kiss everywhere, my collarbones, my stomach and tummy and ribs/chest. I smiled up at him and kissed my pecs as well. I just watched, why is he so cute! I smiled at him and pulled him for a kiss. He was surprised but kissed back.

I smiled happily into he kiss and I felt him unbutton the button on my pants and unzip the small zipper holding them together. I watched and bit my lip nervously as he grabbed the hips of my pants wrapping his fingers inside and pulling them down and off. I looked at him. And he looked back, "everything ok?" I took a deep breath and calmed myself. "Yeah," I said as he smiled. "Good," he said softly and I soon was bottomless and my pants on the floor. I looked up at him and he didn't tower over me and intimidate me, he looked kind and sweet.

He took off his shirt and slowly flipped me around so my hips and ass were in the air, my head was against the pillow. I looked at him confused on what he was gonna do. He smiled at me sweetly and rubbed my hips softly. He moved his hands from my hips to my ass and spread my checks apart. He gently held them open before kissing up and to my hole where I felt his tongue gently wiggle inside my hole and I whimper.