Endlessly trying... (gonkillu)

Chapter 26

(Killua's pov, before the bar)

I hazily woke up feeling a sharp headache hit me, how long was I asleep for? There's so much loud everywhere, my clothes binded to my cuts acting Like bandages, I smoked weed, that was dumb, whatever I'm just tried, what happened again in the first place? Oh yeah I had sex with a teacher. My body hurts. I slowly pulled at my pants by my thighs feeling them stick to my thighs, I looked down at my pants where scabs had began to heal and using my clothes as bandages and growing the scabs through the clothes, if I were to pull of my clothes it would rip off all the scabs that were being made.

I sighed and hazily started the car. I'm lucky I get more focused when I'm high instead of most people who get silly. I sighed I want something to drink. I grabbed my phone seeing a bunch of called from someone, the name was too blurry for me to see, but I'd don't care right now.

I typed on my phone I'm the map app. Everything was bright and hurt my eyes but still I looked for the nearest one not caring how shady it was. I just needed to drink and I pressed the go now button. I looked to the side and grabbed a random bottle of water in my car, chugged it and began to drive to the bar now that my head was slightly more clear.

I drove to the bar in silence, rolling all the windows down. It was relaxing. I felt so out of touch like I was still asleep, I'm so tired, I can't remember anything...

(GONS pov, present)

I grabbed my car keys, punched the address into my gpa and sped to the bar. What the hell happened? Luckily this bar is closed, he said he was bleeding... Did he get into a fight or something? Ughhh what a pain! I quickly got to the bar parking in a parking spot. I looked around to see killuas car but I ignored it and went straight into the bar. I swear I'm gonna kill him.

I walked in seeing him lying on a couch motionless, eww why so there blood- "alright! What is wrong with you?" I yelled looking at him as I saw him freeze. "Huh? You forget where we live?" I walked over to him,
He smelled disgusting, the smell of weed, blood and alcohol assaulted my nose and I almost gagged. I looked down at him taking a deep breath.

"Alright Killua what the hell happened? You better start talking," I said angrily as he looked at me, with a confused look "who are you again?" I sighed as he started to pinch me all over my face. "Stop" I said removing his hands, "so what the fuck happened? Or are you just going to keep pinching me?" I said sick of all this bullshit, I saw him cover his ears "why are you so loud, go away!" He said shoving me off the couch on the floor.

"Alright Killua if you don't tell me what the hell happened I'm just gonna leave you here and the police can take you away," I said as he looked at me blinking then just started to bawl. I sighed and picked him up. "Come here," I said lightly, holding him as he cried.

"Come on, let's go home," I said, carrying him bridal style as he cried into my shoulder. I went over to my car, we'll have to come back for him. I set him in the car in the passenger's seat but  he wouldn't let go of me. His arms were wrapped tightly around my neck.

"Come on," I said, pulling his arms off as he cried in pain. I looked down at the arm I was squeezing seeing more blood, I sighed and closed the door, leaving the child locked on so he didn't jump out or something. At this point I didn't know what he would do. I sighed putting my hand on his thigh as I started to drive but heard another loud squeak from him. I pulled my hand away looking at it, seeing blood.

I didn't say anything and just kept driving. Once we made it back I parked and turned off the car, not letting him out yet. "Killua, look at me," I said, holding his hand. He was hesitant but turned to me. I cupped his face and looked into his pretty blue eyes. "What happened?" I asked softly as he teared up.