I'M NOT FOR YOU (JENLISA) (adaptation story)

Cap. 29 - The Farm

One day before Jennie's 25th birthday

- Jennie... - Lisa sighed and took the pale and sculpted hand in front of her - I... I ... wanted... wanted... - Quickly bent down leaving one of her knees on the floor - Jennie... - Lisa took a deep breath and started again - You ... you... you are ... you are... - The blonde released the hand she was holding and dropping her other knee, she lowered her head to try to calm herself. Silence flooded the place where she was in such a way that only the exaggerated breathing of a blonde who tried to fill her lungs with air could be heard.

- Lisa....

Without wasting any more time, the tattoo artist took the hand in front of her again, raised one of her knees and looked directly into the eyes of the woman who was paying attention to her every move - Jennie... - let's go again - When... when ... we were at your parents' house, in... in Los Angeles, I told you that I ... that I was not for you and the truth is that today... today ... now I'm still thinking - she confessed - Jennie, you are everything - she said to the owner of the hand she held - You are everything and more, much more. You are the princess of the stories, the heroine of the comics, the protagonist of any novel and the star of any movie - fit in everything - Everything in you is perfect. You ... your body is... whenever I drew pin up girls, I thought they were not very real drawings, that those curvy women could not exist, but since I saw you, now... now they all remind me of you and it's as if they asked me to draw you as a nurse, a policeman, a dancer, a firefighter ... - A clear throat made her return to the main theme. Lisa shook her head - "Your mouth is perfect too, as are your eyes" - she told her. burn me in the attempt - if she will know - how much you are happy and from your mouth comes the most beautiful laugh in the whole universe, your eyes shine in a special way. I swear that with the brightness of your eyes we could illuminate all of New York - she exaggerated believing it - When you look at me wanting to ... of ... you know - something that could not be said seems - Your mouth is a little open and your brown eyes turn dark and... and... as if they were hypnotizing, it's more like a kitten - The blonde lowered her head - You are very intelligent, and people look at you and respect you when you speak. Olivia... Olivia says that there is no one who dares to confront you and that everyone who enters your office leaves as delighted with you or crying, I'm not sure it's good but Olivia also says that everyone from Jisoo's office comes out crying and never delighted but always afraid, at least not with you - something was something - But I Jennie... I... I... I'm nothing of the kind. I'm not pretty, on the contrary, I have too many things that are horrendous - Poor freak - I only know how to do tattoos and I'm not smart at all - she concluded sighing - But I can take care of you - she added - I can take care of you and protect you because I am strong and... and ... well, you know I know how to fight and one Princess like you always needs her... her knight to defend her and I can be it, I can be your armor - she was ashamed - I can also give you everything you want because I have money, I don't know why people pay so much for my tattoos, but I do does and I earn money. Seulgi says that I should charge even more but I think it's fine like that - she assured - Also... also.... - she take a breath - Jennie, I can love you. I can love you very, very much. You said that you were going to teach me to do it and I want to learn everything you want to teach me. I want to love you, love Beth, our daughter - the blonde smiled, more and more she liked to call Beth like that - I want to love both of you everyday. Because you not only gave me a present, you also gave me a past and a future. Jennie, you are my life ... - She took a breath, the moment was about to come - You are the love of my life... and I know that I am not for you, but I want to leave this world trying to be - the blonde searched in her pocket jacket and took out a small and elegant box. She opened it safely and revealed the beautiful ring

- Jennie Ruby Jane Kim... Do you want to marry me? - She ask.

- YESSSS! YES I WANT! - the woman was happy. She grabbed the ring and quickly put it on her finger.