One Shots

I will always love you

marisa407 is trying to kill you btw
Sierra POV:
Dear Ramin:
It's me, Sierra, but I think you figured that out by the return address in the corner of the envelope. It's been a week since you left the Imperial without warning, I had to beg Andrew to tell meyour new address. I thought you were happy about our situation, maybe I was wrong. All those things you said to me, were they true? Did you mean every word? Please Ramin come back home to me. If not, here I am writing a letter because I'm pretty creative. You should know that not a lot of people washappy with your decision to leave, especially Will. He was in pain when you didn't arrive at the theater. Why would you do that to your best friend, Ramin? Anyways I'm not going to ask why you left, because its whatever you wanted to do, and I'm sure you are happier. Even though I was happier with you being here besides me.
Just to let you know that nobody is angry at you they just miss you. Especially me.
-Sierra, your wife
Dear Ramin,
So I know this is the third letter in a week, but since you haven't said anything I'm going to take your silence as a good thing.
I miss you Ramin, but I hope you are a having fun. Please send me a postcard from wherever you are. I miss your smile and laugh the most. I'm trying to keep the letters positive but how I am supposed to be positive when I miss my husband. How am I supposed to be positive when I miss the love of my life? Why did you leave me? Were you not happy with me anymore, with us? I'm sorry for whatever I did, please come home.
You followers on twitter keep asking about you, it hurts to repeat over and over again because people don't know. A lot of the fans that know have actually informed people on their 'phandom' accounts that you left, in a nice way of course because you are an amazing person. I hope these letters get to you soon because the boys miss you and I miss you. I know I say that a lot but its true. I miss my husband and best friend.
-Sierra
Dear Ramin,
It's been three weeks, since you left us, since you left me. Hadley has called me every day asking about me, because he knows that I'm hurting the most, but Rosalie tells me that Hadley stares at your picture every day for hours. I can hear the pain in his voice when he calls. He misses you a lot Ramin, I miss you.
I ended my run as Christine on Phantom and I was waiting for you to come on the stage and surprise me, but you never came. I went to my dressing room hopping you would be there but you weren't. I actually broke down and cried for the first time. I was being everyone's rock and no one was mine. Norm was there to help me, I just cried in his chest. I cried out your name and you never came.
The boys keep asking where you are and I don't know what to say. I tell them that you are on a holiday and needed a break so when you come back everything would be better. I love you baby.
Ramin please come back, I need you and your baby needs you. Yes you read that correctly, I'm pregnant, the week you left I wasn't feeling good so I went to the doctors, the results came out that I was pregnant. I'm carrying baby Karimloo with me. I need you to come home so our baby can meet their daddy
Come back to me.
-Sierra
Dear Ramin,
Today...It rained, stormed actually. I remember when it would rain you and I would cuddle on the couch, drink hot coco, and watch Netflix. Storms are scary and I need you to protect me. I need your big strong arms to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be okay. I hate storms, they remind me of the day you left. They hold so much power for potential for danger.
I put your sweater on just to imagine what it would be like to be in your arms again. It helped and hurt at the same time.
4 months Ramin, 4 long months without seeing your face, feeling your warmth, seeing your face, and touching your body. Why did you leave?
Andrew came over today, he took me the doctors. I got the results and we are having a baby girl! Andrew was happy for me, happy for the both of us. So hurry up and come home. We need to start picking out baby names,
I hope it's always sunny where you are. I'm pretty sure it is. Send me a postcard so I know you are okay. I love you.
-Sierra
Dear Ramin,
Hey baby, I miss you. The rain finally stopped but my love for you hasn't. I'm six months pregnant and I'm about to pop any moment. I hope you are here to see our baby girl be born. I miss you Ramin. It hurts not to see you anymore. I miss getting awoken by Good Morning kisses and hugs. I hug your pillow at night wishing it is you who I am holding. I miss falling asleep to your heartbeat it was my own personal lullaby. Why did you leave?
Will came over with the rest of the cast from Les Mis, we talked about how a wonderful father you will be and what an amazing person you are. I want to see your smile again. Please come home to me. I'm praying that you are here when I wake up. Good Night my love. Tonight is a full moon, I hope wherever you are, you can see the moon too. I love you. Please come home to me.
-Sierra
Merry Christmas Baby!
Also happy New Year! I'm sorry that I didn't write you for a couple of months. Good news, we had our baby girl. I named her Christine, because that's how we fall in love with each other, our love for Phantom. She's beautiful Ramin, absolutely perfect. Jaiden and Hadley were so happy that she's here. It keeps their mind off of you leaving. They tell her how an amazing personyou are. I just sit there and watch them talk to her. I go to our room and cry because I want you to hold her. I want you tell her how amazing you are going to be to her and how she isn't going to be able to date until she's married.
I called you other day just to listen to your voice mail. Your voice even sounds amazing on the phone. I miss you singing me asleep and holding me at night. Please say you'll visit me because I want you to meet our daughter. She has your big brown eyes. I cry every time I see her because she looks so much like you.
Andrew and Norm told me that I need to stop writing you letters but I can't and I won't. Hadley had to go to therapy because Rosalie noticed he wasn't being himself. Turns out he's suffering from depression and sadly tried to kill himself. Do you see what your disappearance is doing to people. Your best friend tried to kill himself! I should hate you but I can't because I love you and I need you. Christine needs you, Jaiden and Hadley need you, I need you.
-Sierra
Dear Ramin,
It's been year and half since you left. Since you were driving in the heavy rain and collided with that Big Rig on your way to the theater. Why did you have to go back and get your stupidhat, you should have left it and you would still be here with me.It's been over a year since you died. I had to burry my husband and best friend. Been over a year, and I still can't believe that you are gone. I can't and won't accept that you are gone.
Our daughter started crawling and the boys have grown up beautifully taking care of her and me. I miss you Ramin. Can't you see that I'm hurting? Hadley is doing better but we almost lost him again, especially when it came to your anniversary. He wasn't answering his calls or texts so I went to his apartment and I saw him on the floor. Thank goodness I found him in time. He's taking medication and he finally smiled for the first time in months. He misses you Ramin. The Imperial put a photo of you in the theater as a memory of what a wonderful person you are.
A year and I still come here. I come to your grave. I always talk to your tombstone, but I always feel like your spirit is holding onto these letters I send you. If you can send me anything, just send me you. I want you.
Life will never be the same without you. I still wear my wedding ring, I only take it off when I shower other than that I always have it with me. Life will never be the same.
I love you Ramin, I still love you.
And I will continue writing these letters, to keep you informed about our kids and friends. I'm going continue because I love you, the only time I will stop is when we meet again.
From your wife,
Sierra Karimloo