One Shots

'Til I hear you sing

Thanks for the feels!!! marisa407
Ramin POV
Flashback:
"Yes Ramin a million times yes. Of course I will marry you." I scooped her tiny body into my arms and kissed her as if it was going to be my last kiss. "I love you Sierra. I love you so much." After seven months of dating I finally got the courage to ask Sierra to marry me, of course I had to ask her father for permission and he gladly said yes. "Ramin the ring is so beautiful. I love it so much. Come on lets go home and celebrate." She gave me a smirk and kissed me. "Wait Ramin before we go home, I have surprise for you too." She reached into her purse and pulled out a tiny envelope. She had the biggest smile on her face. I opened it up and saw the most beautiful thing in the world a little blob, meaning Sierra is caring my baby. "S-Sierra, is th-that baby o-ours." She cupped my face. "Yes Ramin that is our baby." I got on my knees in the middle of the park and kissed her belly. "I can't wait to meet you. Your mommy and I are excited to see you." She cupped my face to bring back up so I can be eye level with her. "Mr.Karimloo you are making a fool out of yourself." She couldn't help but giggle. "I don't care Sierra. You are going to be my wife and I am going to be a father. Lets go home and tell everybody our good news." I picked her up bridal style and ran to our car so we can announce our wonderful news.
Present Time:
I stirred a bit and felt an instant pain that tingled down the right side of my body. "Mr. Karimloo can you hear? If you can hear me I need you to open up your eyes for me." I tried my best to do what this random person wanted me to do, after the second or so time I was finally able to open my eyes. I saw bright white lights and I saw a woman in a lab coat looking at me with warm eyes. "Oh fantastic you are finally awake you gave us a scare there." I gave her a quizzical and panic look. "Sierra! Baby! Where are they please tell me that they are okay." I tried to hope out of the bed, but failed miserable when I noticed I had a cast on my foot and my arm in a sling. "What's going on? Why am I here? Why aren't you letting see my fiancé and baby?" I looked at the nurses and all they can do was give a weak smile and walked out the door. "Mr.Karimloo, I need you to lay back down I have some news for you. My name is Dr.Haywood and you and your fiancé Sierra, I assume, were in a car accident. Do you remember anything at all?" I looked at her and all I could remember was holding Sierra's hands and a white light. "Umm, just remember holding my Love's hand and then a big white light. "She sat next to me and grabbed my hand. "Mr.Karimloo, you were hit by a Big Rig, he fall asleep at the wheel and before he could react he hit you. He didn't survive the impact he wasn't wearing his seatbelt and fly out his windshield. " I say her eyes grow cold as if she wasn't telling me all of the story. "Okay, but where is Sierra I need to see her. I need to make sure that her and the baby are okay." I started to cry. Why doesn't woman let me see my Love. "Mr. Karimloo there is more to the story. Sierra received most of the impact because the driver hit her side. She hasn't woken up. Mr.Karimloo she's in coma and I'm sorry to say this but your baby didn't make it." I looked up at her and I felt my body go numb. This can't happen, this shouldn't have happen. I'm the one who should be in the coma not Sierra not my future wife. I was taken out of my train thought when Dr.Haywood told me that I could see Sierra. A nurse walked in with a wheel chair and gave a weak smile indicating she heard the news. The nurse wheeled me into Sierra's room the sight was terrible. She was hooked up to monitors and a breathing tube was down her throat, she was battered and bruised. I grabbed her small scared hand, "Sierra, baby, it's me Ramin I need you to stop playing games and wake up so we can go home and get started on the wedding plans. I-I-I n-need you here w-with me, you and I are s-supposed to grow old together. You p-promised me." I felt tears run down my cheek and fall on to her gown. I tried to stand, but my world suddenly went black.
PART 2
POV RAMIN
I woke up and saw the sight I was longing to see ,my Sierra. I blinked my eyes in shocked and when they came to focus she was gone, my imagination got the best of me. "Ah Mr.Karimloo, you are finally awake." "Please Doc, just call me Ramin." I always disliked people calling me Mr.Karimloo,I'm not that old yet. "Well, Ramin you passed out on us, how are you feeling?" that must have been the dumbest question I've heard. "Oh I don't know Doc, my fiancé is in coma, my baby is dead, my leg is broken and my shoulder was dislocated. By the looks of things I am perfectly fine." Dr. Haywood put her head down knowing what she asked me was stupid. "I'm sorry Ramin that was a dumb question of me to ask." "You think? Anyways how's Sierra, did she wake up yet?" She took a deep breath and took off her glasses. "Ramin while you were out Sierra coded multiple times, I'm sorry to say this but Sierra is brain dead there isn't more we can do for her. I'm so sorry for your lost." "She isn't dead yet! She can't die! Not now! Not ever!" I yelled at the doctor, Sierra is not supposed to die on me. "Ra-" "It's Mr.Karimloo to you Dr.Haywood!" she looked at me in shock. "Mr.Karimloo your friend Andrew is here to pick you up so you can go home." She walked out the door and came in Andrew with somber look. "Hey RamRam." Before I could responded he ran over to me and gave me a hug and we cried together. "Lets go home Ramin, I told everybody happened, we could stop by Sierra's room so you can see all the beautiful flowers that people sent her." He wiped the tears off of my cheek. "Andrew, I don't have a home anymore. Sierra is my home and my life and she's slipping away from me." He hugged me and left some clothes for me to change into. After I changed, Andrew took me home, I couldn't see Sierra just yet, I wasn't ready to say good bye.
----Few Days Later----
From the day I left the hospital I have been getting emails, phone calls, tweets and messages hoping that Sierra would get better. After thousands of messages I turned off my phone, I wanted to be left alone. It wasn't the same at our apartment it was quite and boring, Sierra brought life to my world and with me not waking up next her I feel like I'm dying. I had to deliver the news Sierra's family that was most heartbreaking thing I have ever done, after calming down Mrs.Boggess we sent up arrangements for the family. They eventually came in and said their goodbyes, Mandy let the boys come and say goodbye and the same went for the Phantom and Les Mis cast members. I picked up the guitar that Sierra's dad made me for my birthday, the way that I meet her is the way I'm going to let her go. I truly felt like Erik, my Christine is leaving me and she won't be returning ten years later. Maybe if I was to take my life I could be with her forever. But I know Sierra wouldn't want me to do that. I played the beginning of the song that has helped me these past two days, its helping me say good bye to her. "The day s-starts, t-the day ends T-time cr-crawls by..." my fingers nervously strummed each chord, I felt my heart break with each word, my brain was telling me to let her go but my heart wasn't " A-and sometimes at n-night time I-I dream that y-you are th-there.." tears were blocking my vision of her, I felt my tears fall onto my fingers while playing. All the memories I had with her will always be with me no matter what. I wish I could have told her that I loved her sooner " I Turn and it f-fades away and you're not h-here.." I was hoping that she would wake up and join me in singing but she never did and she never will "No more than halfway real T-till I-I hear you sing once mo-.." I couldn't finish the song. I dropped my guitar and hugged her. "You can't leave me Sierra, please wake up I'm begging you please. You can't leave me, you are my angel of music what I am supposed to do without you." I kissed her thinking she would kiss back, once I realized that he didn't kiss back I knew that she was gone. I set her back down, I kissed her forehead and paged Dr.Haywood to come in. It was time. "Yes, Mr.Karimloo you rang." I wiped my tears away. "I'm ready to let her go." She looked at me shocked and nodded her head.
"Are you sure Mr.Karimloo?" I choked back my sobs. " I don't want her to suffer anymore. She needs to go be my angel." She walked over to Sierra and turned off the monitors and pulled the cords out of her. "Mr.Karimloo I'm very sorry for your lost." She pat my shoulder and left. "Sierra, my love. I love you so much you are the world to me and I can't believe that this has happened to you, happened to us. We were supposed to get our happy ever after but that stupid man hit us. I'm sorry Sierra, I thought going to the park was a good idea but it wasn't I should've just proposed to you at the house and none of this would have happened. I don't know how I am supposed to move on without you or even perform. Knowing you, you would want me to continue my career, so I'm going to try my best. I promise. Thank you Sierra for being there for me when I was going through the divorce you brought me back to reality and showed me true love. I wish I could have told you that I loved you sooner. That is my one regret that is going to bother me for the rest of my life. Thank you for saving me Sierra, you are truly my angel and I will never ever let you go. You will always be with me no matter. I love you. You are more than enough. You are my heart and soul. You are my life." I kissed her forehead and held her hand. Forty minutes later the heart rate monitor went flat. Dr.Haywood came and checked her vitals, she shocked her head "Time of death 1:24 pm." My Sierra is lost and gone.