Got Married To My Longtime Crush

Chapter 59

Fiona pov

"dalton kailangan kong makausap si xavier kahit saglit lang please?"

pakiusap ko kay dalton ng makarating na kami sa condo na pansamantalang tinutuluyan ko hindi ko alam kung paano nito nalaman na dito ako tumutuloy at kung paano nito nalaman ang address ng lugar na ito na para bang alam na alam na niya itong puntahan pero hindi ko na ito pinagtuunan ng pansin ang tanging mahalaga lang para saakin ay payagan ako nitong makausap si xavier

"no fiona"

"bakit hindi?!"inis na sambit ko ngunit hindi sumagot si dalton na mas lalo ko tuloy ikinainis para akong maiiyak dahil sa inis na nararamdaman ko hindi ko talaga maintindihan kung bakit ginagawa ito ni dalton o may kinalaman din ba dito si kuya

sumimangot ako at handa na sanang magsalita pero natigilan ako ng marinig kong tumunog ang cellphone ko at ng makita ko kung sino ang tumatawag ay para bang halos mawala ang inis na nararamdaman ko

dahil sa sobrang excitement ay hindi ako nag dalawang isip na sagutin ang tawag lalo pa't si xavier iyon ito kaya ang unang beses na siya ang unang tumawag saakin pero hindi ko pa man nagagawang sagutin ang tawag ng magulat ako ng biglang may humablot sa cellphone ko natulala ako sandali ngunit ng makabawi ako ay agad kong hinarap si dalton para bawiin ang cellphone ko na patuloy lang sa pagtunog

"dalton ano ba?!ibalik mo yung cellphone ko!kailangan kong makausap si xavier!"

reklamo ko habang pilit na binabawi ang cellphone ko habang pilit naman niya itong inilalayo saakin

"then what?mag papauto ka nanaman sa lalaking to huh fiona?!"inis na sambit ni dalton pero imbes na matakot dahil alam kong galit na ito ay hindi ko ito pinansin sa halip ay patuloy lang ako sa pag pilit na mabawi ang cellphone ko

"Sige na dalton please ibalik mo na yung cellphone ko! Mahalaga sakin si xavier gusto ko na siyang makausap!"pakiusap ko habang pilit na inaabot ang cellphone ko 

ramdam ko na sandaling natigilan si dalton at ramdam ko rin ang pagtitig nito saakin at ang buong akala ko ay mababawi ko na ang cellphone ko dahil malapit ko na itong maabot mula sa kanyang kamay pero nagulat ako ng bigla iyong ihagis ni dalton sa kung saan at dahil sa sobrang gulat ay hindi agad ako nakagalaw sa halip ay natulala ako habang pinagmamasdan ko ang pinagtapunan ng cellphone ko

"there,take it!"

malamig na sambit ni dalton pero hindi ko magawang makagalaw parang natuod ako sa kinatatayuan ko at hindi ko man lang makuhang makapagsalita dahil parang natuyo ang lalamunan ko hindi ko na alam kung paano ko maipapaliwanag ang nararamdaman ko para bang ang bigat ng dibdib ko at parang may kung anong masakit na nakabara sa lalamunan ko parang gusto kong maiyak pero walang ano mang luha na lumalabas sa mga mata ko

narinig ko ang malalim na buntong hininga mula kay dalton naramdaman ko rin ang presensya nito na palapit saakin 

"fiona---"

bago pa man nito maipagpatuloy ang kanyang sasabihin ay agad kong kinuha ang cellphone ko at tumakbo patungo sa kuwarto saka ito sinarado rinig ko ang pagtawag ni dalton sa pangalan ko pero hindi ko ito pinansin kahit ilang beses nitong kinakatok ang pinto ng kuwarto ay hindi ko pa rin ito pinag bubuksan 

saka lang siguro bumuhos ang luha na kanina ko pa pinipigilan habang nakatitig sa cellphone ko na basag hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko lalo pa't ito na lamang ang tangi kong pag asa para makausap si xavier pero ngayon ay wala na akong magagamit ito na lang ang meron ako para maalala si xavier dahil sa mga pictures nito at mga sinulat ko sa diary ko ay narito rin sa cellphone ko para kahit na wala si xavier at nami-miss ko ito ay alam ko na kasama ko pa rin siya kahit papaano pero ngayon pakiramdam ko ay kahit  ang pinagkukunan ko ng kasiyahan at ng lakas ko ay bigla na lang naglaho ng ganon na lang 

Dalton pov

I feel so depressed after what I did to fiona earlier I didn't mean to do it I just...I was shocked by what she said so I cannot hold my emotions anymore and the next thing I knew I already thrown her phone out of now where because of the anger and jealousy that I feel inside me and now I look like a bad guy to fiona.

I signed deeply and look at the closed door of the room where fiona was staying and I knew that she's still mad at me

"I know....this is my fault but...can you blame me for being jealous? I am the one who's always by your side and yet.... you still want Xavier?!"

I signed deeply

"This is fr*aking unfair!"

I mumbled to myself 

"where's fiona?"

I look up to see who it was and when I saw fiona's brother I immediately stand up

'i didn't know that he's already here '

"she's sleeping"

I lied well I can't tell him the truth about what happened earlier cause I'm sure he's going to hit me for making his sister cry

"Alright thanks for watching her, you can go home I will call you if I need something"

I fell silent for a moment after what he said I was thinking of staying here to take care of her and to try to make up for my mistakes but I think it's best for her if I gave her space knowing that many things had happened to her and I know that she's stress this time so it's better if I leave her alone for a while

"alright"

I said and walk towards the door but before I leave I hear fiona's brother call my name so I stopped and look at him

"Why are you helping me?"

he asks without emotion

"I like your sister"

I don't know what's with me to say that directly without any hesitation I couldn't even feel the regret after I say that while her brother was just looking at me without emotion and after a couple of silent he spoke

"yeah....right"

after he said that he turn around and enter fiona's room while I was left alone thinking what he meant by what he said

Devon pov

I enter fiona's room and I saw her peacefully sleeping I slowly approach her and sat in her bed I thought she will wake up when she felt someone was in her room but I was wrong she's still sleeping

while looking at her I saw traces of tears on her face and when I saw that I feel guilty because of what I did.

taking her away from her husband surely hurt her but what can I do? this is the only way to protect her I don't wanna hurt her I don't wanna see someone hurt my one and only little sister.

even though she's ann*ying and childish I still love her I wanted to protect her and give her the best life that she wanted but seeing her hurting over someone even though I know that someone was the reason for her happiness I still couldn't afford to see her crying over that man and even though she will hate me for what I'm doing I will still continue to protect her. I couldn't afford to almost lose her just like what happened when we we're a kid I couldn't afford to protect her and taking care of her properly that time I even get jealous and get mad at her

she was sick and my parents' attention was only on her which is I don't understand the reason and when we were alone at our house her sickness suddenly attack her which leads her to have a difficult in-breath and I thought she was just acting to gain my attention so I choose to ignore her and when our parents saw her I could even see the fear in their eyes while looking to fiona they bring her to the hospital while crying and reality hits me that my younger sister was sick and because of my ignorance her life was in danger.

I feel afraid that time and promised her that if she would live I will do everything to protect and take care of her And it seems like she heard me because even though her life was on the line that time she managed to fight. after that I couldn't afford to happen that again I only focused my eyes on her to make sure that she was okay that everything was okay

So this time no matter what happens I will protect you fiona----your brother will protect you no one will gonna hurt you again