my sweet bully🌺 (Vkook Ft. Namjin)

fear 🌺

Jungkook pov.

After our conversation about visiting the doc. We decided to meet him today afternoon because I want to help him as soon as possible and for that, first we have to find out about his condition.

He was still here at my dorm room even after I told him to get ready , I mean he have to go to his dorm room for that but for some reason he was just sitting here at my bed__looking down ... Well, I don't really mind at him being here but we need to be fast since I get the first appointment with doc.

"Umm tae? I think we should hurry..."

"Hmm"

"So why are you still her-"

I couldn't complete my words as he looked up at me with those mysterious eyes but they weren't cold and empty like always this time there was some emotions in them but I really wish that he would never feel those again 'cause the only emotion I could see was fear ,

The fear of being so vulnerable , the fear of being alone . Just like yesterday in the library when he was sitting in the corner  shedding his precious tears all ALONE. He was frighten__so scared__so broken.....

I couldn't see him like that__I couldn't see him in pain as I hugged him tightly without speaking anything , I felt his body being stiff for a moment but soon he relaxed as he melted in my arms,

I don't understand what or who is causing these much pain to him , I didn't see any buries or wounds on him, I know it's not something physical pain but mental and emotional pain,

He isn't scared when he's in the class or with my friends , not scared even if someone try to bully him for real - I saw how he literally beat the shit out of those morons who even try to lay a finger on him . He is strong so strong that he hides his all pain behind that cold face and those empty eyes__void of any emotions but yesterday, that cold mask broke into pieces and right now he is in no condition to build it up again not I want him to do that as well.

he's scared of being alone but at the same time he doesn't want anyone to be near him too ,  I don't know what happened to him in the past but I promise I won't let him suffer alone I'll do everything to make him happy.

I was still keeping him in my arms when he wiggled a little making me losing my grip around him a little,

"Jungkook I'm ok now you can leave me"

"Never"

I answer him without any second thought or hesitation and finally broke the hug just to look at him , he looked can then before but the pain in his eyes was still visible .

"You know I think you should get ready here , just choose any clothes from my  wardrobe"

"No it's ok I'll just go to my room"

He said looking down again trying to act strong when he's literally shaking,

"No you're not , I don't want to be late because of you. You'll take so long to get ready if I'm not around so for me you have to be ready here and I'm not taking any no"

I told him in stern voice and he just nodded his head,

'I know baby you don't want to look weak in front of people so I won't make you feel that way either , don't worry love soon I will cure your heart and soul with my own'

"Good , so now I'll go get ready and you choose your outfit"

"Ok"

"Yeah and by the way take that pant , the one at the corner that will fit you perfectly"

I instructed him and was about to go to the bathroom when he suddenly asked me ,

"Why you have small size than yours?"

He tilted his head so adorably I so wants to squish him in a big hug but I can't at least not now so I just answered him,

"It's from my granny , she still think of me as a baby so she bought a baby size"

I said as I know he'll be  little angry by this and I was right he glared at me as his bread cheeks puff up and his sweet lips form into a cute pout, when he started to speak , he looked so freaking Adorable!!!

"So you're calling me a baby size?"

'Nope, I'm calling you a baby , my baby"

I said with smirk and he blushed deep red , I did called him baby before but that time he was in panic so couldn't notice much but now that he did he's looking like a tomato no no a strawberry__a sweet red strawberry ,

"I-I'm not a baby ok!!"

"Of course you are , only babies can look these cute with puffy cheeks and pouty lips"

I say as I squish his already red cheeks and he bite his lips__trying his best not to smile but failed ,

"just g-go and get ready fast" 

He pushed me in the bathroom with red cheeks and shy smile , I couldn't stop my self and chuckled loudly causing him to blush even more.

Gosh he's just too cute , my heart can't take that amount of cuteness at once...

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