my sweet bully🌺 (Vkook Ft. Namjin)

🌺sweet yet bitter

Jungkook's POV.

Me and tae was having our romantic moment, we were so close and connected. Even though it was just a few soft touches and feather kisses , I still felt euphoric . I was so lost in us .... Lost in him that I didn't realise when I crossed the line. I loss control and lost my cool and how can I not? How can I not go crezy when my love was so close to me , looking as beautiful as ever. His flustered pink cheeks, parted red lips , hooded eyes , embarrassed pink ears and his hot breath caressing my hand oh so delicately..... How am I supposed to stay sane ?! My heart was thumping in my chest as if it'll jump out any second.

My head was occupied with various scenarios
....... The most beautiful scenario where I was holding my love in my arms and never let him go, pampering and loving him with lots of cuddles and kisses. My innocent and pure scenarios took a dark turn when I found myself getting hungry, crazy hungry and desperate for tae, I wanted so badly to trail my lips on his entire body, tasting his everything , kissing him not so softly on his delicate skin and marking him my and only mine.

And when he let out a soft moan , I completely lost it. The thin sting which was keeping me sane and composed finally break in an instant. My eyes darkened as my desires were burning me inside till the asses..... I looked at him with amusement yet shocked, couldn't believe what melodious voice I just heard and that too coming from my only love. His eyes were wide , not understanding what he had just done, which monster he had awakened inside me. I wanted more , wanted more to hear that melody again and again and again and again till my ears can be satisfied but I knew that can never happen. I can never get enough of my dazzling , breathtakingly ethereal love. My angel.

My eyes were scaning his face, taking every inch of his feachers, swallowing his soul in my eyes .....
I know This makes no sense but was I in my senses anymore? .... I don't know, soon my eyes landed on his plump lips, I don't know how long I was staring at those soft red cherries but then my body started to lean in , It was like my body has it's own mind and reaction on his own ....... But I wanted the same as my body, wanting nothing but to taste those sweets lips of his, sucking and swallow its sweetness.....

I was so close, so close to kissing him but suddenly I felt hands on my chest, those trembling hands were trying their hardest to stop me but ofcourse they were too weak to do so. But his eyes, they were the one who stopped me on my place and brought me out from my scenario..... breaking it into million of pieces.

"Jungkook, stop."

Those words came out as a whisper from his mouth, so soft but I felt like someone had stabbed me in my chest directly. I immediately moved away from tae when I saw how scared he looked, his eyes were holding an emotion of pure horror. He was scared..... Scared from me. I was the reason behind his trampling hands and shivring body, I couldn't believe myself for being naive and loss control over my actions. What on earth I was even thinking?!! I made my love scared and uncomfortable. I'm the worse lover ever.

I scolded myself mentally and looked over tae again, only to find him gasping for air and his eyes filled with tears, he was looking as if he was in pain .... Oh no no No!!! He's having a panic attack!! I started to say multiple sorries .... apologising for my pathetic act. I was about to hold him but suddenly his pupils went back and he threw his head back .... losing his consciousness completely, I immediately held him tight in my arms, stopping him from falling on the ground...

"....tae!! TAE!!!"

I let out a scream as I saw the love of my life, my tae fainted in my arms ....