my sweet bully🌺 (Vkook Ft. Namjin)

who are you?🌺

Jungkook POV.

"But..."

"No buts son you have to understand , I can't tell you anything without tae's permission .it's about my patient's privacy"

Mt. Park said as I sigh in defeat , he's right but I can't stop worrying about my baby!

"Than what should I do to make him come out of this illness?"

I asked desperately and he just smiled at me

"You don't have to do anything new , just keep loving him like you're doing right now"

"W-what!?"

How did he find out ? Am I being that obvious about my feeling towered tae?

"Oh common Jungkook did you really thought I wouldn't know ?"

"Well ...."

I smiled awkwardly and scratch the back of my neck,

"You know the way you look at him with so much love and fondness anyone could tell how deeply your in love with him"

"Yeah I am___so in love with him and that is why I want him to be happy without any worries or fear"

"I understand your concern and right now only you can help him"

"I will do everything and anything for him"

I said straight looking at his eyes , showing my determination..

"Jungkook you have to make him feel safe and secure and most importantly you have to make him believe that he too deserve all happiness and love"

"Of course I will , Mr. Park why are you you looking tense ? Is there anything else you want to tell me?"

I asked as he was looking much serious despite his friendly nature, he sigh and nodded at my question and looked at me with concern in his eyes.
Is it for me or tae?

"Jungkook something has happened
in his past that made him believe that he doesn't deserve any kind of affection , care , love or happiness"

"He made a mistake and still facing the consequences but we are humans we all make mistakes but that doesn't mean we should shut our self in the darkness of that , we can not stop what is not in our hand___we can not control it....you have to make him understand that"

After hearing mr. Park I was so confused on what is he trying to say?
tae made a mistake but what is it ? and how is it related to his phobia?

"Mr. park what do you mean by all this and what does it has do to tae's condition?"

I asked as he took a deep breath and again started to talk,

"You know tae has autophobia that means he will feel unsafe and will be panic if he's alone right?"

"Umm yeah..."

"So he should be with people or at least with someone that he won't feel that way but is he doing that?"

Now I understand what is he trying to say , because of his condition tae should be with more people and try to be in group of friends but he's avoiding everyone from the beginning and stay alone... that is strange..

"No he's keeping everything to him self but why? I don't understand"

"Because he's blaming himself for something which wasn't in his control and keep punishing himself for that by enduring the pain and suffering"

I was speechless after what Mr. Park said , my baby is punishing himself ? But for what and why?

I know I can't get my answers now there's nothing I can do about it so I will do what I can___i'll love him and tack care of him even if he try to push me away I'll be with him every time and every second ,

'You have suffered enough my love but not anymore I will make sure to give you all happiness and love that you deserve'

I promise my self that no matter what I will help my baby!

"Don't worry Mr. Park I'll try my best to make him feel better and will pull out of his guilt"

"Please do son he really need you, he can't reach to your light so you have to bring the light by your self, to his darkness"

I nodded at his words and my angel came out from check up room with adorable pout , wait why is he's being pouty?

"What happened sweet smile?"

"Well apparently your friend doesn't like needles"

I asked tae but the nurse that came with him answered with a smile,

"Of course I don't , no one does and you gave me two shots of injections"

Tae said more like whined and his pout grew bigger from each words ..so cuteee

"It was necessary tae tae"

"But still ..."

What did she just called him and he too is looking more comfortable with her ,

"Here for you"

She ruffled tae's hair and gave him some strawberry ,

"Do I look like a little kid to you?"

My baby said but he was literally taking every strawberries from her hands with sparkle eyes , ok tack a not Jungkook tae loves strawberries hmm.

"Ok than big guy give them back"

Nurse said and was about to take them back but tae just shove her hands and glared at her, God he's looking even more adorable with those puppy eyes and pouty lips!!!

"Ok ok! I won't tack them back"

She giggled at tae's cuteness,

"Emy.."

"Yes tae tae"

Oh so her name is emy ,

"Thank you for today , I really felt alive and happy after so long___You're just like him..."

"Like who??"

Tae smile at her and she smiled back, we tack required medicines for tae and went back to our dorm , the car ride was silent as before but this time not because of tae's behavior but because of his sleep,

He was sleeping peacefully the whole time , I guess this was really good idea to bring him to hospital , he's looking more relaxed ... Thanks to that emy too but one thing is still a secret, that who was the person tae was comparing with emy?

'Who are you ? Are you the couse of his suffering ? '

I look at my love as he was sleeping cutely with his adorable pout and automatically a smile appeared on my lips...

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Hope you like it

Sorry for the late update ,

for some reason I couldn't write from the time being but from now on I'll try my best to give new chapters as faster as I can

Borahae💜💜💜💜💜