Saudade [Choi Yeonjun]

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Tw: Emotional abuse and mentions of assault

Soobin hummed while forcing a pillow into a new pillowcase. Chaeyoung was in the shower and he thought of changing the bedding since he hadn't done that for a while now. 

The door to the bathroom opened behind Soobin's but he continued fluffling the pillow but halted his actions when he felt a hand, his girlfriend's hand to be specific. 

Soobin's heart dropped to his stomach when he saw Chaeyoung standing there in nothing but a towel.

"C-chae?" Soobin asked turning his back almost immeadiately. "Do you want me to go out so you can change." 

"No." Chaeyoung drawled. "Stay here and watch me change."

(A/n: im cringing so hard writing this skjdksjdsk)

Soobin tensed up almost immediately.

"I don't think I want to." Soobin said turning around and fixing his gaze on chaeyoung's face.

"Do you not love me?" Chaeyoung asked leaning close to his face. "Is..do you not like my body structure?"

Soobin's ears turned red. His heart was beating wildly. He loved Chaeyoung completely but he wasn't ready to explore that part in their relationship yet.

"I-i do love you." He stammered. "But its just that... I'm not ready for it."

Chaeyoung scoffed and took another step toward Soobin who was being wary of his girlfriend's change in demeanor.

She grabbed his shoulder and pushed the unprepared boy onto the bed and straddled his waist, her hands reaching out to unbutton the flannel shirt he was wearing while her other hand reached out to grab his crotch.

"I-i dont want this."

"If you really love me, you'll let me do this."

"I do but-"

"Do you not trust me?" Chaeyoung asked abruptly stopping and looking down at soobin who had terror filled eyes.

"I-i do." Soobin muttered.

Soobin wanted to cry. He didn't want to upset chaeyoung especially after he waited so long for her to return but he didn't want it. His skin crawled with disgust.

"Are you ready for the best night of your life?" Chaeyoung purred tearing apart the shirt and she drunk in the sight of her half naked boyfriend. 

The door burst open and Soobin's glossy eyes turned to the door and there stood Y/n with a death glare aimed at Chaeyoung and Yeonjun behind her who's mind just went into overdrive seeing Soobin's state. 

"You fucking bitch I knew you'd pull something like this." Y/n sneered and agressively stomped over to Chaeyoung and pulled her off Soobin who was starting to hyperventilate. 

Taehyun appeared with Beomgyu on his heels and gasped at the scene of Y/n slapping Chaeyoung for the second time that night but only with no regrets this time.

Beomgyu scurried over to soobin and helped him breathe and put a shirt on him while Taehyun went and hooked his hands onto Y/n's from behind not allowing her to hit Chaeyoung who was on the floor shivering in fear.

"You-You're a psycho!" Chaeyoung yelled. 

"You're the psycho." Y/n scoffed breaking away from Taehyun's hold and throwing another punch to Chaeyeong's face and fumed watching blood drip down from her nose and onto the towel.

"Assaulting the man that has done nothing but love you AND YOU CALL ME THE PSYCHO?" A vein popped out of her neck as she glowered down at her former friend.

"Get out." Y/n breathed after a second. "Take your pathetic self and leave. Don't even think of showing your face here ever again." 

Chaeyoung looked at Soobin who was watching everything go down with Beomgyu's hand patting his back occasionally.

"Binnie.." She whimpered. "She's hurting me, do something."

Soobin's throat dried up. He didn't know what to do. He knew Y/n was in the right for coming in at the right time and saving him but Chaeyoung was his girlfriend. 

Soobin stood up and stood in front of the now smug looking Chaeyoung and faced Y/n who glared at him too.

"D-dont be so harsh on her Y/n." Soobin said. "She didn't mean harm."

Everyone in the room stared at Soobin like he was the biggest idiot.

"She's your bestfriend too-"

"She isn't my bestfriend or even a friend." Y/n quipped almost immediately. "She's nobody to me."

"Y/n stop. You're hurting her." Soobin said in a stern tone making everyone in the room flinch.

"Oh so her almost raping you is fine." Y/n said indignantly her anger rising again

"Go mind your own business for fucks sake!" He finally snapped. "I'm fine. Such things happen in a relationship I literally don't understand why you're overreacting." 

Y/n bit the inside of her cheek not wanting to cry in front of them but Taehyun knew. He knew by how her legs trembled and how her heart beat slowed down. 

And now Yeonjun was angry. 

"Is that what you say to someone who was looking out for you?" He scoffed and then Taehyun and Beomgyu knew shit was about to go down. So he signaled to Beomgyu to go call their last hope.

But Soobin held his ground. "Maybe if you'd told her when to shut up and not butt into others' business then maybe I wouldn't have said all this." 

"Are you listening to yourself Choi Soobin? Why are you letting her manipulate you? You're better than this." Yeonjun said standing defensively in front of Y/n.

The angel on Soobin's shoulder told him to stop and make peace but instead he just watched himself wreck their friendship over a girl.

"S-she isn't manipulating me." Soobin stuttered. 

Taehyun had long ago let go of Y/n because he was now focused on the other what he didn't expect was Y/n to stomp up to Soobin and grab him by his collar and shake him with all the remaining strength she had in her.

"I-if you think she's such an angel ask her where she was. Ask her why there's the scent of another man's cologne. Ask her why she didn't tell anyone of us that she was back in town." Tears streamed down her eyes and everyone silently watched....

"You think we get joy in breaking you both up? WE'VE BEEN ROOTING FOR YOU TWO SINCE THE VERY BEGINNING." Y/n said letting soobin go and collapsing on the ground with her head down and tears staining her pajama pants.

Soobin was stunned. "Another man's cologne?"

Yeonjun looked up at Soobin from next to where Y/n was on the ground. "She's been making out with other guys at the bar,"

As if soobin was punched in the face he pieced the happenings. Chaeyoung's early coming, Y/n going to the bar and coming home angry and not greeting Chaeyoung.

He turned around and looked Chaeyoung in the eye. That warmth he got everytime he looked into those ebony eyes of hers was long gone and replaced with an ice cold glare.

Was it really true?

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You poor poor things don't know what's coming next

I'm having way too much fun writing this lmao