Saudade [Choi Yeonjun]

Epilogue

Seoul was gifted with a beautiful sky that evening, hues of grey and blue painted the sky and the sky was clearer than usual causing the stars to be seen. Maybe that's what winter does to the sky.

Y/n sat and watched the stars appear in the sky one by one from the balcony of her and Yeonjun's home, enchanted by the sky.

The corners of her lips tugged into a soft smile when she felt a kick from within, her hand running over her seven month old belly that held her child. She continued to rub her hand over her belly through the oversized shirt she was wearing the smile never leaving.

"Do you like the sky baby?" Y/n cooed with her eyes trained on her belly now. "I'll show it to you if you promise not to be painful." 

And as if the baby in her womb hear her, another kick was felt and y/n chuckled softly. 

"Where is your father anyway." She mumbled to herself. "He was supposed to come home by now." 

Her mind drifted to when she announced her pregnancy to Yeonjun and how he suddenly become like  protective dad. He'd monitor her diet, go along with her for check ups and made sure to do all the heavy lifting.

But y/n could never forget the look on his face when she broke the news. His eyes welled up and his expression read gratefulness.

And on cue the door to the balcony opened and the awaited five made their way inside much to Y/n's relief. 

"Where were you guys? You were supposed to be back before 9." Y/n scolded seeing Kai, Soobin and Beomgyu lean against the railing. 

"Ask your husband that." Soobin said pointing an accusing finger at the said man who had his arms wrapped around y/n from behind.

"What did you do now Jun." she turned around immediately to Yeonjun who looked offended.

"Why do you assume its me?" He whined. Y/n immediately looked away to Kai and raised an eyebrow.

"Kai what'd he do." 

"He err-" Kai hesitated eyes drifting back and forth from y/n to yeonjun who was behind her mouthing a no.

"Kai." Y/n sternly called out. Soobin and Taehyun laughed at y/n's mood swings. 

"He bought a horse." Kai finally gave up.

"Really jun? Our child isn't even born!" Y/n turned around and began to lecture the sulking husband.

"Well I thought-"

"NO whats the child gonna do ride a horse when its only weeks old?" She reasoned her voice slightly strained. Beomgyu cackled in the back.

"He's gonna kill you for that." Taehyun informed and Kai scoffed. 

"It's better than telling her that he went on a raid AND nearly got killed." Soobin patted him on his back.

"Well, time to buy a horse for the kid." 

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Q & A taim :D

I got some in my dms too so here we go :)

Yeonjun

Q: Where can I find someone like you?

I dont think you can my parent's made only one of me ;)

Q: Would you name your child ramen?

I would except y/n would kill me.

Q: Why are you so perfect

I ask myself that too sometimes :p

Q: Whats your kink

Food.

Soobin

Q: Why are you so adorable omg

Ahaha i dont know but someone has to be cute in this gang 

*taehyun in the back* don't listen to him he's drunk*

Q: Chaeyoung or Kai

Kai because Chaeyoung would choose him too :]

Q: Chaeyoung or bread

Chaeyoung because she buys me bread before work everyday ehehe

Q: How do you deal with Yeonjun's PDA?

I dont. I just wish i was blind.

Beomgyu: 

Q: Why are you so chill? like-

Ikr people just dont appreciate me 😩✋🏻

Q: I love you

I don't. (jk i do) 

Q: Y/njun or ChaeBin

YOU CANT MAKE ME CHOOSE 

*whispers* Y/njun all the way.

Q: Have you killed someone?

Thats a pretty dumb question for someone who's in a gang ms girl

Taehyun 

Q: Welp- how to be you?

You cant  even if you tried :)

Q: Me or Jieun

Hmm that a tough one. 

Jieun: You're sleeping on the couch

Q: Would you have confessed to Jieun if you weren't going to the US?

Maybe, maybe not guess we'll never know 

Q: Do you have a kink

Yes death

Y/n: I think its about time we take him to the therapist

Huening Kai

Q: Why you so cute and innocent  😭

Nooo wait dont cryyy
Q: Who loves you the most?

My plushies because i take very good care of them

Q: I like you.

Oop well i like you too then :))Taeyong

Q: What happened to the rest of your friends? And where tf were you when y/n was living with her dad?

I was making myself strong so I could come back for her someday. As for my friends they're on vacation :)

Q: When was the time you realized that Yeonjun is THe one for your sister? I really want to know-

I knew he was the one when he came to rescue that day. It was also the day I first met him in person.

Y/n

Q: Person you would date if Yeonjun didn't exist

Hmmm maybe Chris or seungmin? They're both really nice. OH maybe Jeno if he wasn't taken

Yeonjun: *cracking knuckles*

Q: My fav bij of all time... u aight? ily bestie

Ayyy im alright and ilyt bestie 

Author (me)

Q: What inspired you to be a writer?

Well first off I was told my english was really good (subtle flex) and i made up a lot of scenarios in my head when i couldn't sleep so i thought why not write a book 

Q: How do you write so fast like you are serving

Ehehehe i don't like to keep you guys waiting a lot 

Q: What motivated you to write this book?

Hmmm i think maybe the other amazing writers on here. I had a lot of fun reading their books and i wanted people to enjoy reading mine too

Q: Was it hard coming up with the plots?

Kinda. Sometimes i lost all motivation but i couldn't keep you guys hanging so i would take inspiration from shows and other books. 

Q: You update a lot are you taking care of yourself properly?

Ofc bestie thank you for asking <3

And that's a wrap on Saudade. Thank you so much for reading esp the ones who've been here since the beginning. I love you all sm <33