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by foreverhisa

by foreverhisa

I nervously looked around, trying to find a place where to run and hide from the world. I needed air, my chest was burning and my vision was blurry. I felt a hand on my shoulder and I relaxed a little bit, knowing that at least there was somebody having my back. I couldn't focus on anything, my mind was wondering about just one thing... Luke. I needed to see him.

'Can we see him?' Ashton said to the tall doctor. Those simple words were strong enough to make me push every thought that was crossing my mind away and focus on what was currently happening. The doctor nodded and I felt my heart melting. Ashton looked at me.

'Wanna go first?' He quietly asked. I gulped, nodding. He gave me a hug and I walked through an aisle. It was quiet... so quiet that it actually bothered me. I looked at the numbers on the doors, 556, 557... 558. That was his room. I stood in front of the door, my hands were shaking and sweating. I was scared, so damn scared of what I might find inside. I took a deep breath and opened the door slowly. There he was, sleeping in a bed right next to the window. The room was quiet and warm, so warm that I almost felt like I was with him cuddling. A tear rolled out of my eye and I stepped inside. He had bruises and cuts on his face and a cast on the left arm. I grabbed a chair and sat next to him.

'I'm so sorry' I whispered, grabbing his hand tight. This shouldn't have happened, none of this would've happened if I had just kept my mouth shut. I was scared and the pain inside of me was growing. Every beat that my heart made, was painful and I couldn't do anything. 'This is my fault' I thought out loud as anger was filling every inch of my cells.

'No it's not' I heard somebody behind and I froze. Ashton was standing in the door frame.

'It really is'

'No it's not, you weren't there and there was no way you could've avoided this' He said but I shook my head, clarely he didn't knew anything about it. 'Spencer' He called me. I got up, cleaning the tears from my cheeks

'Call me if anything changes' I coldly told him and he nodded, looking at me worried. I was the only one who could fix this, who knew about the person that did this to him. I walked to the waiting room where Lisa and Christina were waiting for me, but I didn't stopped. I pressed the elevator button.

'Hey, where are you going?' Christina asked confused as I stepped inside the elevator. They quickly got up and ran to the elevator. The door closed right behind them and they both sighed. 'What the heck' Christina complained but I ignored it. I had one thought in mind: Matt.

'Spencer' Lisa called me but again, I didn't listened. The door opened, revealing the first floor. I quickly stepped out and walked to the entrance. It was still dark and cold. 'SPENCER!' Lisa yelled at me, grabbing my arm. I turned around. 'Where are you going?' She asked desperate and I shook my head.

'Somewhere'. I shortly replied and turned around once again, walking to the street.

'You know who did this, right?' Lisa asked me and I stopped. 'Does this have anything to do with what you told us earlier?' She asked, stepping closer.

'Spencer' Christina called me and I turned around. 'Please, don't do anything stupid' She said, cleaning a tear that had fell from her eye. I sighed.

'I need to... fix this. Just in case something happens to me-'

'Wait what, no Spencer.... what are you doing?!' Lisa asked desperate.

'... There's a red box at the bottom of the closet.' I said. Christina looked at me and nodded, holding back the tears. Lisa on the other hand, was a completely mess. 'I love you' I whispered to them and I turned around, walking away.

'No, Spencer please... don't go' I could heard Lisa yelling, but that didn't stopped me.

The sun was appearing but it was still cold... and empty, the street was empty and I felt my heart beating hard. I was scared, so scared but also I was determinate to end this... even if it costs me my life. Maybe it's better if he kills me, because then everybody will know the truth and he will pay for what he did to Luke. That was all I cared about. Luke. If he dies... it'll be my fault. I cleaned my face with my hoodie and I kept on walking until the familiar house appeared. All the memories came flooding back and I felt disgusted once again. Last time I was here, he took a part of me and now I was back... but to take a part of him, to get revenge for all the pain, the tears and the blood I had spilled. I climbed a tree and jumped to his balcony, luckily I was light and tiny enough to not make much noise. I looked through the window and I saw the messy bed. I slowly stepped inside. The room smelled awful, there was beer cans and clothes everywhere. I grabbed his bat that was standing in a corner and slowly walked to his door, but when I was about to touch the doorknob, I heard the bathroom door closing. I quickly turned around, he was standing there shirtless.

'Well well well, look who we have here' He said laughing. I froze in place, not really expecting this to be this way. I frowned and held the bat stronger. He laughed again. 'You know who was here? Your little boyfriend. He came here looking for some answers and probably some problems. Me and my friends had to give him a lesson-'

'Oh your friends? Guess you couldn't do it on your own' I blurted out and he stepped closer, angry.

'Listen up bitch. I suggest you to walk the hell out of here right now if you don't want to have real problems with me' He threatened me but I didn't moved. He laughed. 'Your choice'.

'My choice? Are you fucking insane? You seriously need help' I yelled at him. Great idea Spencer. He stood in front of me and put a hand on my shoulder. I quickly moved my shoulder away and I turned around to walked out but I bumped into a body. A tall boy who was just standing there. I gulped in fear. 'What the hell!' I yelled annoyed.

'You lost the chance, now suck it up and deal with the problems you've got into' Matt said and I tried to pass him, guess he wasn't really prepared because it was pretty easy for me to run through the aisle away from them. But when I was about to reach the first step of the stairs, somebody lifted me and dragged me back to the room. Matt was still there, waiting for me.

'What do I do with her boss?' The boy asked and I saw Matt smiling.

'To the basement' He said and I panicked.

'No what the fuck! Matt please let me go!!' I yelled as hard as I could but it wasn't enough. The guy threw me to the cold ground of the basement and closed the door behind, leaving me in the dark.

** Okay cliffhanger again lol and I know it's not sunday but I tried so hard to update the past days I didn't rly had the time :/ But don't worry, I'm already working on the next one so it should be up this weekend.

I love y'all, thanks for the patience haha <3