Young Blood || Cimorelli

[13]

        [Just wanted to let you know that this contains a very delicate subject. Discretion advised]

        I held myself strongly to the toilet, as I emptied my stomach. I felt somebody patting my back and stroking my hair. I didn't had to look up to see who it was, I already knew because she was the only one capable of waking up at 5am only to check on me. She knew me and even though I was acting like a bitch towards her, she still managed to keep being the sister that I needed. I finished throwing up and laid my back against the wall.

        'Are you feeling better?' She asked and I nodded, without making eye contact. I couldn't help but act this way with her, I was letting my pride rule my actions, I was pushing her away... but luckily she wasn't moving. She sighed. 'Okay, let's go to sleep some more' She said, getting up and walking out of the bathroom. I washed my face and brushed my teeth before following her. I had a bad feeling about this and the past days I hadn't been able to sleep, and I've been feeling like crap. I walked inside the room and climbed to my bed. I tried to close my eyes and fall asleep, but I couldn't. I just... I couldn't. I was scared, I wasn't stupid, I knew what morning sickness meant and that was a constant nightmare. But instead of finding the answers to all my questions, I was scared of finding out the truth. What if I was pregnant? It could be possible, it has been more then a month and I haven't got my period. Everytime I thought of the possibility of having inside of me Matt's DNA, it made me sick and disgusted. I climbed down the bunk.

        'Lisa' I whispered as I stood next to her bed. She took her phone and lit up my face with it. 

        'What?' She whispered back 

        'I can't sleep' I told her and she looked at me for a few seconds, probably analyzing me, the same way Christina does. She moved closer to the wall and I got inside the bed, closing my eyes and feeling her arm wrapped around me. I fell asleep.

**

        I woke up alone in the room, as usual. Lisa was not sleeping next to me and I wondered how the heck she managed to get off the bed without waking me up. So skilled. The door opened, revealing Jess. Ugh, what a bad way to start the day.

        'So... you've been throwing up a lot lately' She commented. Well, I knew she wasn't worried and I was just waiting for her to make a comment about it.

        'Apparently somebody's obsessed with me' I teased her and she rolled her eyes.

        'Well, apparently somebody's either pregnant or bulimic' She teased back and for the first time in forever, I was speechless. She laughed at me and walked out of the room. The truth was that she had touched a sensitive theme, because I was probably pregnant. I needed to make sure that I wasn't, I needed to make sure I was just being paranoid and this wasn't really happening. I ran downstairs to the kitchen.

        'Mom, I'm going to buy some candies. I'm taking the car' I told her, grabbing the car keys that were on top of the table.

        'Wait, wait wait' She said, stopping me. I turned around. 'Are you going to buy candies?' She asked, I nodded. 'You're going to drive?' She asked again and I nodded. 'You've never driven the car before, you're a lazy bun. You must be very hungry' She told me. 'Go' She finally said the words that I was waiting for. I opened the front door and ran to the car. I don't know how much time I drove, but I felt my heart beating fast as I parked outside the pharmacy. I put my beanie and my sunglasses and walked inside.

        'I need a pregnancy test' I told the lady, and she looked at suspiciously.

        'Just one?' She asked. Well, I maybe need more, to make sure.