Young Blood || Cimorelli

[17]

(A/N This continues after last chapter again lol)

        Lisa kneeled in front of me as she stroked my hair, I was still sobbing uncontrollably. She grabbed me and made me sat on her lap, I didn't wanted to but I didn't had the strength to say no or pull away. I hid myself in her chest, sobbing. Everything was falling apart everything was screwed up and I wanted this to end.

        "Lisa" Christina whispered, walking inside the kitchen. Apparently she didn't see us until lisa moved her hand. She looked at us and she smiled softly, maybe for the intimacy of the moment, or for the bond that we have that she had witnessed the past days. It was true, me and Lisa had this special relation that made us very united even thought we really weren't. Despite of that, I wasn't fully trusting in her... or any one. I guess I guess I fell asleep in her arms.

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        I woke up still hugging lisa, but now we were on her bed. I moved my head and looked at her face. She was sleeping and I was strongly holding her. I didn't wanted to be alone, I didn't wanted to let her go because ... I just... I didn't wanted to feel lonely again. I was about to close my eyes when the door slowly opened and I saw Christina walk in. She gently woke up Lauren and then Dani.

        'What happened?' Dani asked, pointing at us confused. Christina looked at me and smiled.

        'Just... some bonding here' She replied and walked to us. 'I know you're awake, Spence' She whispered to me, without waking Lisa. I slightly smiled at her and they walked out of the room. I didn't wanted to move, I didn't wanted to wake Lisa up. I was comfortable, I felt safe.

        'I forgive you' I whispered to her but she was sleeping. I honestly forgave her, after all she was the only one that stood by my side, that supported me when I needed the most.

        I sighed. I heard my phone vibrating on the nightstand and I carefully moved, trying not to wake Lisa up, and I successfully did it. I took my phone. A text message from Luke.

        - Meet me at the cliff in 30 minutes - I read and smiled. Half an hour....WHAT?! I needed to get dressed so I put on my slippers and ran downstairs. Everybody but me and Lisa were having breakfast.

        'MOOM' I yelled half way. They all turned around. 'Where's my red crop top?' I asked once I was in front of her.

        'In the laundry' She replied, taking a sip of the tea she had in front. I groaned, running upstairs again. I reached every possible spot in the closet, trying to find something that could look cute on me. The only think I found was a sock that I'd been looking for about 3 years. Great.

        'What are you doing?' I heard a sleepy Lisa. She scrubbed her eyes and walked to me.

        'I need something cute to wear, but not so cute'. I explained fast and she looked at me confused. 'You know what? I'm being completely stupid' I replied, grabbing my favorite red hoodie and some black jeans. I put my hair in a ponytale, grabbed my glasses and slipped into my black vans.

        'Where are you going?' She asked, still standing next to me, curious.

        'For a walk' I replied, grabbing my phone and walking downstairs. 'Mom, I'm going for a walk. I'll be back soon, call me if you need anything' I yelled from the doorframe and walked out, before she could stop me. I looked at my phone. 5 minutes left, great. I kept on walking, well... practically running until I could descry a tall and skinny shape. He was standing at the edge of the cliff, with his hands on his jeans pockets. He was looking at the waves. The sun wasn't that warm, in fact, some clouds were covering it. I stood next to him and he turned around, smiling.