(Okay, I know I haven't updated in like 200 years and as a reward i'll update two chapters today. So yeah haha forgive me oops)
The door slowly opened and the light coming from the outside blinded me. I didn't knew what was going on or how much time I'd been there but I was tired and hungry. The same boy who took me there put a dish on the floor with some food but I refused to eat it. He said nothing and walked away, leaving me in the dark once again. I sighed and curled up at a corner, trying to keep myself as warm as possible. Now being completely honest, this was a terrible idea... I just got myself into a huge problem and I left Luke in a hospital bed alone. The door opened again and Matt stepped inside. I hugged my knees, fearing the reason why he was here.
'Josh told me you're not eating your food' He simply said and I laughed.
'Not like you care' I harshly replied and he smiled.
'I like when you act like that with me' He added, smirking at me. I hugged my knees more and looked at him scared. I needed to shut the hell up if I wanted him away from me. He sat down in front of me and I frowned. 'Maybe some talk will do us okay' He suggested. 'While I'm thinking of what to do with you'
I gulped. 'Just kill me already' I said but he laughed.
'Why would I want to kill you so fast?' He added and I shrugged, not really knowing the answer to that. He didn't seemed like the boy I used to know, not really know but he's so different from what he was back when I was in school. He got up and started to walk out. 'Are you gonna leave me here?' I asked desperate and he smirked, closing the door and leaving me in the dark once again.
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My stomach growled and I hugged myself once again. It was cold and it was dark, really dark. It was probably night time since everything was in completely silence, except for me, the only thing you could really hear was my unsteady breath and my heart beating against my ribcage. I was so damn scared and I couldn't really deal with the fact that nobody was looking out for me. I was alone, I've always been alone, I've always been the independent one. But now, I was so scared of being alone, of never being found. Since the incident with Matt, since he raped me... I stopped going to church, I stopped praying. I was mad at God for leaving me behind, for just simply letting me pass through all of this pain when I knew I didn't deserved it. But the voice of my mother whispering me a prayer was echoing in my mind. The light of the hall went on and the door opened. I looked away, the light blinded me and my eyes were hurting. Three mens walked in and covered my head with some kind of cloth. They grabbed my arm and dragged me outside the house. It was cold, really cold. They violently pushed me inside of a car, probably a van and I heard the engine turning on. I let out some tears but I tried hard to not look all broken or fragile. Somebody took off the cloth and I saw Matt sitting in front of me.
'I'm sorry' He slowly said. I looked at his eyes, there was something different in them... something that I couldn't figure out. He had some cuts and bruises on his face and he cleaned my tears. 'I have to do this, it's not you... it's just that... they're going to kill me if I don't give them something in return.' He whispered, looking down. I gulped.
'Matt' I softly called him and he looked up. Tears were falling down his face and I felt like this was a dream.
'I'm sorry for what happened in my house... the first time. I was drunk. you were drunk... but it happened. But I'm mostly sorry for killing Sam' He added and I frowned.
'Sam?' I asked
'The baby, your baby... well, our baby. I needed to kill him, he couldn't have my blood, nothing can have my blood' He said as tears were falling down his eyes and I found myself crying along with him. 'They were going to kill him anyway so I had to do it before... before he could be something, before he could born. The sad thing is that I'm in love with you and all I've done is because I care about you and because I love you'
