Young Blood || Cimorelli

[6]

        I groaned at the sound of Jess's alarm. I turned around, closing my eyes for what it seemed to be... 2 seconds.

        'Wake up, you have to go to school' Lauren's soft voice woke me. I sighed, knowing that my torture was about to start again. One week free, well... not free since my parents decided to invite Jess to stay in our house. Nothing was more awful than having to spend a whole month with the girl that bullies you... oh wait, there's something more awful. Rape. That happened to me and I've been having nightmares about it since it happened. I walked to the closet and picked out a tank top, some high waisted shorts, my vans and some bracelets. I got changed and walked downstairs.

        'Good morning, Spencer' Jess greeted me. I gave her a death glare and sat down on my usual spot just to be lectured by my parents

        'That's not what we taught you' Mom said, between a bunch of words that I didn't cared to listen. My phone vibrated.

        - Good morning, sugar. Can't wait to see you today. I can already taste how this day will be' I read. I didn't realized that Lisa and Christina also were reading it, over my shoulders

        'Spencer! who is he?' Christina asked smirking at me. I shook my head, trying to hold the tears that were threatening to fall. Going straight to the point, Christina told everybody what my text said and suddenly they were all curious, even Jess. Everybody was asking questions and being annoying.

        'CAN YOU PLEASE STOP? MY HEAD IS KILLING ME!' I yelled! touching my temples. They all looked at me, still smiling. I sighed heavier 'Lisa, can you take me to school?' I asked her, now feeling more calm. She nodded, getting up.

        'What about breakfast?' Mom asked. I shook my head

        'I'll eat something there, don't worry' I said running upstairs to get ready. After a couple of minutes, I heard Lisa yelling my name. I ran downstairs and I saw Jess waiting there.

        'C'mon' Lisa yelled from the front yard. I saw Jess taking her purse and walking to the front door. I stopped.

        'Wait, where are you going?' I harshly asked, she turned around.

        'I'm going with you guys' she said in a nice way. What a fake brat.

        'No you're not' I replied to her, crossing my arms. Mom and dad appeared from ... I don't know where,

        'Spencer' Mom gave me a glare. I was mad, extremely angry. No, she won't win this.

        'What?! she's not going with us' I said walking to the front door, stepping in front of Jess.

        'She is, you like it or not. let's go Jess' Mom led her to the car. I saw mom hugging Jess and I couldn't help but feel a little jealous. Why she wasn't like that with me? Oh right, because I always act like a bitch. Instead of following them to the car, I walked to the entrance

        'Where are you going?' Lisa asked me, once she saw me. Dad walked closer.

        'To school' I replied, running away. I heard them yelling my name but honestly I didn't cared. That place, my house, was extremely toxic. I wish it could be different though, I wish they could like.. love me. I sat on sidewalk. I have never felt more awful, more depressed, more lonely. I hate dealing with this myself, but I can't tell either, I just can't... it's too embarrassing, it's too risky.

        I decided to get up and go to school, since the principal told my parents that if my behave didn't change, they were going to kick me out of school. That only means one thing... homeschool. I looked at the clock. 8:16. Well, I was late, but I didn't care. In fact, getting kicked out of school wasn't as bad as I thought. I walked to the desk.