A Deep Dive Into My Teenage Mind (From The Vault)

Belle of the Ball

I wanted that moment more than anything 

I wanted him to walk me to the floor 

I wanted him to be proud of who I've become 

I wanted him to take me on a dance 

I wanted to give him a third chance 

But for him it only took one glance 

Where am I in your mind 

Am I in there 

Will I be in there 

Do you love me 

I wish you would love me 

Where am I in your mind 

Am I in there 

I'm still wondering where 

Do you love 

I wish that you loved me 

Remember that time you made me think 

That without you I would be weak 

You made me feel like a fool 

Used me to get in my grandma's head like a tool 

I thought that I would be with you and be your son 

But all that you did for me in the end is put me through hell 

Well now I'm wishing you well 

As you made me feel like I'll never be Belle of the ball 

Will I ever be in your mind 

Am I there 

Will I be in there 

Do you love me 

I wish that you loved me 

Will I ever be in your mind 

Am I in there 

Will I ever be in there 

Don't you love me 

I wish that you would say I love you 

You weren't there in the beginning 

But I was willing to give you a second chance 

To take my hand and lead me to the dance 

As the colors make you dizzy 

Where everything looks a little fizzy 

But I guess that you were too busy 

So I guess that I'll stick around for my mom 

While for two months you had me in your palm 

I'm sorry but I'm going to my room to read the Book of Psalm 

As you brought me up and then you dragged me down to hell 

But I hope that you are on your way because I'm wishing you well 

Because you always made me feel like I won't be Belle of the ball 

Will I ever be in your mind 

Am I in there 

Will I ever be in there 

Do you love me 

I wish that you would treat me like you love me 

Am I in your mind 

I don't think I'll ever be in there 

But I'm still wondering where 

Will I be after you're done with memories of me