A Deep Dive Into My Teenage Mind (From The Vault)

Bar of Soap

I think I said it again

Those words fill the air like toxic waste

Exactly what I am to everybody

I'm a living breathing joke to them

A Cry Baby at the very least

As they think I'm a dog so they put me on a leash

Restrained

Fighting

The urges to say those words again

But if I say those words

I'll pay the price for it

They push me against the sink

Grab the pink bar of torture and taste

And wash my mouth out with soap

Like my mouth is not clean enough

Haven't said a curse word for a week

I'm such a problem to them

Can't I just be something more than a cash grab

It might be game night every night

But I hate playing poke her

She will soon snap out on you and lose her shit

Because she is wasted from every ounce of wine she drank

I think I said it again

My words offend the people who never get offended

It's exactly how and who they tell me I am

A Cry Baby at the very least

But it's unladylike to speak your mind

So keep your mouth closed as long as your legs are

Because if you open either you're a slut

Or if you open your mouth then you're considered a bitch

That the only things you say are with attitude

But if I say those words again

I'll pay the price for it

They'll push me against the bed

Tie me down so I don't leave their sight

They'll tell me what I did was wrong

And wash my mouth out with soap

What I did was wrong

So wash my mouth out with soap

I never should have opened my mouth

So wash my mouth out with soap

What I did was wrong

So wash my mouth out with soap

I never should have opened my mouth

So wash my mouth out with soap

What I did was wrong

So wash my mouth out with soap

Never should have used the words "I love you"

So wash my mouth out with soap