A Deep Dive Into My Teenage Mind (From The Vault)

I'm Not Done

How many times 

Did I think 

About all the drama 

And all the times 

You tried to talk about cocaine 

And try to get a rise 

Out of me 

You must not have a place to be 

Because your hobby is kinda boring 

I'm not done 

Writing about you 

I'm not done 

Smiling at your idiocy 

I'm not done 

Living 

I'm not done 

Forgetting that you exist 

And living for who I am 

It's a painful thing 

To watch you not be able to find something else to do

To do with your life instead of stalking me on TikTok 

And commenting terrible rumors on Instagram about my dogs and family 

You try to get a rise out of me tweeting to my queen on Twitter 

Commenting how you have a better family connection on Facebook 

When you can't even stream yourself online on Twitch 

And state your own opinion about Red (Taylor's Version) on Discord 

Dude 

Just stop 

I'm not done 

Writing about you 

I'm not done 

Laughing at your idiocy

I'm not done 

Playing my music 

I'm not done 

Singing Lizzo 

I'm not done 

Crying to folklore 

And singing about 

The way the pandemic was 

And smiling about it all 

Because I found myself 

I get that you may not have a life 

And you might be angry at your dad 

But don't take your shit out on me 

Because now I can finally breathe 

Because I'm still not done 

I'm not done 

With the way I smile 

I'm not done 

Fighting for what's right 

Versus what is wrong 

I'm never going to forget 

What you have done to me 

But I'll move on from it 

Because that's the way I am 

I'm done 

With the dark side 

Arising 

From the grave and drag me to hell 

Push me down and beat me up

But I'm done 

Living my life just for you 

Imma live it for my own 

Well being 

But I'm not done 

Smiling 

I'm not done 

Smiling 

Smiling 

I'm smiling