I've had indescribable pain
But I've always had you there for me
You made me belong and
No one was around to take pictures
Tweet that this kid is acting so gay
Snapchat their friends about my dress
Can you define this happiness that I feel
I love being happy
I love being able to breathe
A fresh breath of air
I've never said no in my life
But when those name droppers appear
I leave and beg for them to stay away
I'm better off without them
I'm just a kid who has to find herself
I've waited years to be accepted as a human being
I'm a beautiful soul and I'll never forget that
Can you define this way that I think
Why am I always smiling
Why can't I be sad for what happens to me
I never will forget what those people did to me
But I'll keep praying for them even if it's hard
I'll forget that they exist and I'll keep moving
I'll keep breathing the same air positivity does
I'm better off this way
Nobody is able to bring me down
This is my crown
I live for this town
You can't stop me from trying my hardest
Can you define this power that I feel
It courses through my veins to my brain
I believe in the man above the sky and above
I believe that I'll be back after this life
You are the one I keep coming back for
He's the one that I keep asking for
I pray for you and I always pray for her
We used to be the kids kissing in the backseat
Drunk on something stronger than bad deodorant
Now we're the kids of God who always believes
In order for the story to end
Peter loses Wendy
And Alice has to let go of the Mad Hatter
Can you define this love
Where I finally belong
Can you define this love
Where I'm where I need to be
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A Deep Dive Into My Teenage Mind (From The Vault)
PoetryI decided to write a whole poetry collection that concurs everything that has been happening in my years on this planet. I've been going through things good and bad. I'm so happy to put this out on short occasion but I'm ready to get this out.
