It was the way that I took it
The way that I reacted
But I've changed into a better person
I'm a woman that you least expect
To stand up for herself
And tell you how i feel
As you sit on that cheap throne
And take advantage of people you don't even know
Are you trying to tell us something
It's on a different level
Where you talk about people's personal issues
You lied
And I cried
Too many times
You lied
And I cried
Our friendship died
Too many times
I was washing my sins in the sink
After taking my shoes off at the door
The smell of Dawn dish soap in the air
I can smell it as it spills onto my hands
The materials used for the right purpose
Don't even exist
I told your words how they were
It might be a bit of a fight
But I can still keep my food inside of me
It's on a different level
Talking bad about my family
You lied
And I cried
Too many times
You called me a kid
Treated me like a baby
Look at this anxious mess that you made me
But wasn't it worth it in the end
As you lied
And I cried
Our friendship died
Way too many times
It was a different kind of feeling
Like being betrayed by your own family
You were always climbing
I didn't climb
Where you were above everyone else
It was a tragic reason that you made me feel that way
But it was a pathetic excuse to put me down
You started drama
I got caught up the moment
Then ran for my life
It's on a different level
You lied
And I cried
Too many times
You brought me down
Before I could stand up
As you lied
I started to cry
While our friendship died
Way too many times
I looked fear right into the face and shooed it away
I was going to show you who I am
As you yelled at me
Called me names I already to call myself
That's another offense
Now you should know that I'm rising up
After you brought me into the water
Trying to drown me out
When I learned how to swim through those situations
That's on a different level
When you lied
And I cried
And now our friendship has
Died
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A Deep Dive Into My Teenage Mind (From The Vault)
PoetryI decided to write a whole poetry collection that concurs everything that has been happening in my years on this planet. I've been going through things good and bad. I'm so happy to put this out on short occasion but I'm ready to get this out.
