And that was the first part
Off to a world that isn't mine
Into a place where I can find myself
They said that I only wanted attention
So they sent me to Hell and back
And gave me the boot of to the padded
Off to the place that'll help me get back on my feet
But also keeps me from spreading my gentle wings
They said that I only wanted attention
And that's why I was constantly strangled
And I was constantly cut by invisible shards
And electrocuted by Ursula's drawn eels
They said that I only wanted attention
But now my neck hurts
My wrists are in agony
I don't want to keep walking anymore
I want to lay down and stay there until I freeze
Stay in one place until my feet stick
But is that why I'm still here
They said that I only wanted attention
But I couldn't stop myself from crying
Listening to Kesha in the safe room
It's been a hard month as I have been
Put into a residential in which I was intended to stay
A place I didn't want to but they wanted me to stay
So every night I got onto my knees and started to pray
Asking God to give me a sign that I'll make it out
They said that I only wanted attention
But I lost all of my shit
As it hit the fan and swung and hit
I thought that I was important
But I'm here wishing that I was dead
In a cold sanctioned off Hell hole
I just wanted to be free
Out of my bedroom and out of my house
But this is way too dangerous even for my mouth
They said that I only wanted attention
But I couldn't help myself from cutting
As they hold me in the cold white prison
She's no longer here with us
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A Deep Dive Into My Teenage Mind (From The Vault)
PuisiI decided to write a whole poetry collection that concurs everything that has been happening in my years on this planet. I've been going through things good and bad. I'm so happy to put this out on short occasion but I'm ready to get this out.
