Break me

Chapter 45

Naruto's POV

Sasuke has woken up. The never ending nightmare has finally ended. I couldn't be any happier. But I don't know how long I'll have to wait. To see his face. I won't get up from here until he lets me in.

Sasuke pointed out my name, so that they don't give permission for me to go in. When I ran knowing Sasuke is talking and blinking freely, I was stopped by the bodyguard Fugaku Uchiha hired because of the request of Sasuke.

The bodyguard is standing there just to block me so that I can't go in.I know he's in there, he can talk to me, he can listen to what I have to say but I don't have his consent to go in. Does he hold that much anger?

"Naruto, I suggest you to go back." Obito says who was here to finish some paperwork as Sasuke will be discharged soon. I tell him,"No, I can wait more." Obito says,"I'm not forcing you to go back but this seems like the right decision. Your presence can affect his health."

I know this can be true but I'm refusing to go back because I know Sasuke still loves me. I tell him,"I'll just say a few words from here. After that I'll decide what I'll be doing." Obito says as he turns his back,"Then I'll be staying around here. Call me if you are sure about going back." I nodded.

I look at the tall and bulky man beside me in all black and also with black sunglasses. He can pull me up and throw me crushing my bones I'm sure if I try to make any ruckus. I clear my throat.

"I can talk from here, right?" I ask that to the hired bodyguard. The bodyguard didn't say anything in response. That must means that I can do that. I clear my throat once again. Sasuke, you'll have to hear what I'll be saying.

"Sasuke, I know you can hear me. Can you?" I spoke. I didn't get any response but I'm sure it's hearable from there if I talk a bit loudly. Luckily this floor is empty otherwise I would get kicked out.

"I've been waiting for you too long, so for you I can wait a bit longer. You maybe didn't hear that but I promised to you that I won't ever run away from you."

"I'm happy that you can hear me. I'm grateful that you saved me that day Sasuke. I owe you with my everything. I'm not doing this because you saved me that day, I'm doing this because I care about you."

I was being welcomed by cold silence after my every speech. I don't mind that. "Do you know? How much worried I was, when I heard them saying about you not waking up? I thought it should be me, not you. I was scared. Scared about loosing you. We both know how it feels to have a fear about loosing your loved one."

"Sasuke, is it okay for me to beg for your forgiveness? I would not say that every fault was mine because you were partly responsible too but what I did, was much worse. You were trying hard to earn my trust and love while I was busy misunderstanding you."

I didn't know there was tears in my eyes. Suddenly I let out a sob but I didn't block it to come out. I need to speak more, to reach his heart.

"I have now figured it out all. I...." I started to cry even harder. This is so embarrassing. I can't speak even though I want to. I wipe my tears and every time new ones are coming out. I thought I could do it.

When I was busy cursing myself, a soft yet cold voice comes out. "You can come in." My eyes grew wide. And I get up immediately wiping tears on my cheeks once again. I look up to see the bodyguard. Soon he extends his hand to the door and opens it for me to go in.

A angelic view comes to my sight. Sasuke is sitting there wearing hospital attire which is all white. He looks so pale but still beautiful. He has lost a bit weight. He is staring at the window.

"Sasuke?" I called out for him. He moves a little as he turns his head. Finally I can see his face. I sniffle as I was crying a while ago. Sasuke is staring at me without even blinking.