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Mali's POV:

i woke up around the same time every morning. No surprise. I would wake up every morning to machines beeping and people talking. The good news is calum was no longer in pain. Unfortunately, all his hair was gone and he no longer had nice tan skin, instead his he was very pale. He wore an oxygen mask for a good amount of time each day. To me it felt like calum wasnt the same happy, perky person anymore. cancer has changed him,dramatically. he looked depressed, he doesnt sing anymore and has no energy to pick up a bass, that makes me extremely sad. i miss the days where he'd just sing to me, any song he wrote or knew by heart. i miss the old happy and healthy calum. i'll still love him anyways, though.

calums pov;

i was sad, depressed and felt like giving up already. 3 weeks felt like a century. it kills me on the inside that i cant do what i love right now. so far everything is on hold. the tour was bumped to june and some dates were moved or cut out completely. i feel horrible for doing that. i dont know how were going to record the second album anyways, were supposed to release it in december of this year and we only have two out of the twenty songs recorded and done. i dont want to dissappoint the fans because im sick. if i only havent smoked those few cigarettes a few months back maybe i wouldnt be in this position right now. if my parents find out i smoked they'll kill me. they'll disown me or kick my ass. damn why did i have to be drunk and stupid that night a few months ago.

lukes pov:

i always love to hear good news especially if its about my friends. calum isnt in physical pain anymore. i feel bad though because i cant make complete eye contact with him without tears pouring down my face. its hard for me. i pray to god that calum gets better soon and is well enough for tour.

joys pov:

dont get me wrong i love the 5sosfam. their the sweetest people out there except for a few. im not really good with social media but lately ive been looking on twitter and facebook to see what people are saying about calum and the rest of the boys. i was scrolling through twitter earlier and i found the most touching thing ever! there was this girl who is selling t shirts to raise money for calums lung cancer. they shirts say 'calums not fighting alone', they only cost twenty dollars and already three and half million shirts were sold. thats truely amazing. i hope the boys see this and follow this girl because she really deserves it because of the dedication and support.

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