"My alarm clock woke me up at 9am. I refused to believe today was the day. I was so dreading it. I feel bad that I'm gonna be in calum's shoes.you just can't replace someone like him. A quick rehearsal is going to be done within an hour from now. I haven't seen the boys in weeks-I've only texted them and talked to them on the phone. They haven't used social media (which includes Instagram, Twitter and Facebook) they're probably still taking it hard.
I did what I had to do I got up brushed me teeth and did my hair and make up. I went into cal's bedroom...and went into his closest good thing we haven't gotten rid of any of his clothes yet. I took a pair of skinny jeans out of the closest (good thing we're the same pants size) and than I grabbed a Rolling Stones tee shirt a long with a red flannel. And than after wards I went down stairs and put on converse. I am now Calum. Metaphorically. I've said this thousands of times, I'll never be him. No one will. I just hope I don't screw anything up."Rehearsal. At rehearsal it was kinda quiet. Except for the part where you had to play your instrument and sing. We took turns talking inbetween each song. It got tiring after awhile.
Luke fucked up a few lines in a few songs, same thing with michael and Ashton did the same.
Okay I gotta admit I screwed up too.Rehearsal took a total of 2 hours and 45 minutes. Honestly that isn't that bad cause we have three breaks that are five minutes long. We may let it be designated for questions but the boys manager is my quite sure.
That night.
Sydney Stadium was sold out. Every seat occupied. Many people had signs and it was very loud.It started out like any other concert, where ashton would do an intro of banging on the drums and than michael and luke would play guitar from backstage and eventually run onto the stage a few moments after.
Than it was my turn. My stomach turned, I started to strum the bass guitar with the tally mark guitar pick. And than I did what everyone else did, come out on stage. It was like 3 times as loud than it is backstage. Pretty insane.
The first song performed was Gotta Get Out.
"how we doing tonight Sydney?" Luke asked the crowd. Everyone screamed in excitement.The concert was almost coming to an end and michael talked before playing the next song. "I miss Calum dearly. If you know anyone battling cancer, please go home and hug them tonight, tell them how much you love them. Because now, I can't do that. Because cancer took my loved one away." Surprisingly michael didn't cry.
The concert eventually came to an end and the final song of the night was Amnesia.
Mali began to sing calum's part,"I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted I thought about our last kiss how it felt the way you tasted an even though your friends say your doing fine..."
And after she finished the solo Michael stopped the song.
"Ok so before we finish this final show I'd like to say something." Michael cleared his throat. "Mali, first off I'm sorry for the loss of your brother. I love him and miss him more than you can possibly imagine. Second of all I love you so so much. I'm so glad we have so much in common and that I'm able to make you smile. I'm even glad we've been dating for the last four years. I want to be with you forever. You make me complete." Michael got down on one knee next to Mali and took a square box out of his pocket and opened it. It was a shiney ring. "Mali Koa Hood, will you marry me?""YES OH MY GOD MICHAEL I LOCE YOU SO MUCH." She took the ring out of the box and placed it on her ring finger and hugged michael.
"Calum I really hope your seeing this." She said.
They finished amnesia and walked off the stage.The final 5sos show was now complete. They may not be a band anymore but now they can move on and have the memories live on with them forever. Don't forget michael and Mali have each other. ashton will find his 'Mali' eventually. And hopefully luke will find a guy like Calum, that'll treat him right and love him the way Calum did.
One day they'll join Calum & be happy. But now they'll just have to live their lives without him and make him proud.
The end!
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Battlefield ( Calum Hood fanfic)
Fanfiction{completed } March 2015 - March 2016 Calum's illness exculpates into something nobody could have imagined. Can anyone save him before it's too late?