What do you mean I can't go home?

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Calums pov:

i felt weak and hopeless. i couldn't breathe, which means i couldnt sing, which sucked even more. I couldn't even get up and walk for two seconds without feeling weak and breathless. i lost all of my hair which means i couldnt dye it anymore. fuck, i wanted to add more blonde streaks. today was end of month 1. that also means im getting my first cancer scan since i was first diagnosed. God, i really hope the tumor shrunk so i can get it removed and get the fuck out of here. i promised everyone that i wouldnt give up hope. i wanna go on tour and finish the second album, i've been waiting so long for this, i cant wait any longer.

nurse hailey walks in with doctor goldberg.

'hello you guys, am i getting my scan yet?"

"in a matter of a fact, yes you are. we're going to wheel you down now.'

"i didnt really like the PET scan room. it was too quiet for me and that just sucked. oh and you had to lay completely still and do certain breathing exercises, ugh."

"alright calum make yourself comfortable and we'll begin momentarily.'"

''Please hurry up Ms.Hailey, im not in the mood, i'm tired and i feel kinda underoxygenated & my chest hurts too."

20 minutes later..................

"alright calum, we're all done, i'll bring you back to your room and we'll have the results shortly so please hang tight. oh and we'll definately put you back on oxygen since its hard for you to breathe at the moment."

10 minutes later..........

Dr. Goldberg walked in with Calum's chart in his hand along with the results.

"okay calum i have some news for you....there has been no change yet, i'm sorry. maybe next month. hopefully. i'll have hailey bring in more chemo.'"

"so that means im not going home back to australia?"

"i'm afraid not. its way to risky for you. You can't breathe, and your immune system is getting weaker as we speak. If you go on a plane your lungs can collapse due to the pressure change. and if you go out your succeptable to many harmful diseases due to low immunity resistance. you can't die on us now calum, seriously."

"ohh, when will i be able to do something with my life, again................like play bass or actually sing a note or something?? I miss that deeply."

"possibly next month... only time will tell. just keep telling your body not to give up. i hear your fans are very supportive and they want you to win the battle. they wanna see you on tour again, please do that for them and all of us too. we wanna see you survive this."

the heart moniter began to beep........

beep.

beep.

beep.

"Everyone get out and get me some room i think calum is having a heart attack!" hailey yelled us she rolled a crash cart into the room.

don't leave us now Calum, it's too early. You need time. Lots and lots of time.

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