Unknown Desire

Tom: unexpected

Well that was unexpected,I did not expect to find Leah playing with her self in the shower, I couldn't help watch her quietly. I wanted to know what she was thinking of as she stroked her pussy. She looked amazing as the water flowed down her breasts her nipples were erect asking to be kissed.
I just wanted to pull the door open and get straight in. But my mind told me not to assume it was ok. Especially since she was still unsure after last weeks events.
When I joined her fuck me it was so worth it . She let me go down on her and I loved hearing her moan i could feel her getting close. But I wasn't going to let her cum that easy I felt her body react to me removing my fingers I commanded her to her knees again testing the waters but she responded with ease stroking my cock and when she placed her lips around my cock I thought I was going to explode straight away . I pushed her head down allowing her to take me fully and I swear my knees went weak. She is good at sucking dick. This girl doesn't know how good she is. Well I'm going to show her. I could feel my dick twitch in her mouth so I turned her round and fuck her from behind. Her moans as she threw her head back I could feel her orgasam growing. I wanted to hear her beg to cum I wanted to hear her scream. And she did. She came as I pumped into her searching for my own release.if we weren't heading to galway I would have tied her to that bed a fucked her over and over.i could see her confidence growing again like the first night we met. Just so fucking sexy seeing her like that.
As we where about to leave that girl Tara turned up, had this girl not caused Leah enough trouble this week. But then again if she hadn't of done what she did we wouldn't have met. But I didn't like the way she was turning things on Leah and was glad to see the back of her. Even if Leah seemed a little deflated when she left. Well a trip away will sort that out by the time I finish with Leah she will feel like a fucking goddess.
The drive started off quite, I could see Leah was brewing over what happened with Tara.
Do you wanna talk about it.
No she replied
Are you sure be better to get it out now before we arrive and that way you can try enjoy the few days.
She sighed and just said i can't believe she is annoyed at me. I just think that is abit much. She has hurt me and won't allow me the space to process it.
True but maybe she is afraid to lose you as a friend and thats why she is being pushy. I understand why your hurt but to be fair if that date didn't happen we wouldn't have met. So as much as Tim was a gobshite we met, and its only been a week but I'm not sorry for that night, why do you have to be always right. Cos I'm just always right I say laughing. OK so what should I do then seen as your always right.
Text her and meet up next week and tell her how you feel. Let her apologise and if she is sincere forgive her and move on life is too short.
Go on text her and move on.
I took my phone out. And texted her asking if we could meet for lunch next week and clear the air.
She replied I'd really appreciate that, and I am really sorry Leah. Plus I want to know who that gorgeous man is. I giggled to myself at this and Tom raised an eyebrow. Feeling better. Much better thanks.
Now phone away. No phones this weekend. It's the only way to truly relax. I put my phone away and try to relax. Soon we were pulling in to this country lane that lead up to the most beautiful country cottage I'd ever seen.
Tom this place looks beautiful I can see why you kept it the views are amazing. The cottage was a two bed with a small kitchen and sitting room. It was surrounded by fields and a small walk way down to a beach walk. The garden was a mix of wild flowers, rose bushes of different colours. Inside the kitchen had a stove a small table not one thing was modern the complete opposite of the club. This surprised me as everything in the club is expensive and high end.
We walked in to the sitting room it had a big open fire and a big sheepskin rug. A couch that was probably the most modern looking item in the sitting room there was an old vinyl player and no TV. This place really was off the technology grid. I look at Tom and say your not going to murder me and Bury me in the woods are you, he laughed.
No I come here to switch off so I try not use my phone or watch TV. But don't worry there is a projector and WiFi so not completely isolated. Thank god I thought to myself . Tom might get bored listening to my boring past. We head up stairs Tom has to bend down in order to avoid banging his head this house was not made for tall people but prefect for short arses like me. Upstairs was totally different alot more modern the bedrooms were beautiful the beds large 4 poster mahogany framed built in wardrobes probably because the bed took up the whole room.
Between the two bedrooms was a bathroom with a jacuzzi tub. The other bedroom had a wet room shower and a small chest of drawers.
And a smaller four poster bed.
Tom this place is amazing. I tired to keep downstairs like my grandparents house but upstairs needed a lot of work so we just modernised it. As not many people would be up here actually i think your the first besides the builders.
Should we head down for a cuppa tea he says, sure do we have milk and teabags ,we do there is a lady that keeps an eye on the place she leaves milk when she knows im coming. But we will head into town after to get something for dinner.
Grand I say we head down and I make the tea. There was also freshly made scones and jam. Just what I needed i say. I ask Tom how come he kept the house especially since he spends his life in the club. I'd come here as a kid and my grandparents would spoil me. They would shower me with the love my parents failed at given. So when they passed I couldn't get rid of it. Most of my happiest memories are here playing and fishing with my grandfather. He is why I'm the man I am today. My grandmother was a real lady she always seen the good in everyone. And she was an amazing cook. I'd gain so much weight when I'd spend time here. It's my happy place.
I can tell I say. Tom's face when he spoke about his grandparents showed how much he loved and clearly missed them. It was nice to see this side of him. I felt at peace here already.
We decided to go for a walk down the beach it was a beautiful day. We walked along with Tom telling me bits and pieces about the area. I felt a calm come over me its been so long since I've felt this way. It really was so beautiful. We stopped and sat for a while. I just sat staring at the water letting the tension ease from my body.
Tom so how come you have never had a relationship I ask.
He looks abit surprised by my question. So we are diving right in then he says.
Well if you don't want to talk about it, you don't have too Tom it's totally up to you.
No we came here to get to know each other and honesty is the best way forward Leah, I just didn't expect the question lol
So I've had two relationships The first when I was about 24 she knew all my quirkes and was into it. Things started to go wrong when she started pressuring me to marry her cause all her friends where getting married at the time. I just didn't feel I had to get married to prove I loved her. And I knew if I married her she would want children and I didn't. So we broke up I moved back here and I've never heard from her again.
So I decided then that I wouldn't get into a relationship again.  But you did a second time. Yes a few years back again similar reasons.
Oh really so what would we be.
Honestly Leah, I don't know but you definitely have caught my attention and that hasn't happened in a long time for me. So I want us to get to know each other and go from there.
I'm not sure how I feel about that Tom. What if I want more. What if I can't give you what you need.
Tom maybe this isn't a good idea.
OK Leah I think you need to calm your thinking. I like you,and I'm willing to see where it goes. I generally don't do that its all contracted between me and the previous women I have been with.
But what if you don't and I end up like one of your contract girls I say angrily which surprises me.
Leah in two months time I could want more and you might decide not to proceed.
OK let's start again as I feel we have skipped a few steps.
Leah I want to see where this goes I'm open to progressing into a relationship however my stance on children won't change.
What if I can't fulfil your needs sexually. I don't know if I can let you do to me what you were doing to that girl.
I haven't asked for that Leah.
You haven't yet I replied.
OK I see what your saying.
Leah I would never over step your boundaries you do know that.
I think so.
OK leah what do you think you want from this.
I'm not sure to be honest, I like you Tom and part of me is very curious about your lifestyle, I'm not experienced sexually.
Trust me your better than you think Leah.
This makes me blush.
I'm afraid if I let go and fall for you, I will get hurt and loose another person. I don't know if I'm willing to give myself fully to anyone ever again.
Tom doesn't say anything to this just sits there quietly.
I think we should head for supplies before it gets dark. We can talk later.
We head to the house in silence both lost in the conversation that just happened.
We drive to the local supermarket. And i say what would you like for dinner. Im going to say the only thing I can cook is steak.
I laugh to myself and say what is your favourite dinner to him. Currently steak as thats all I know how to cook. But as a child my grandmother made the best sheppards pie. OK then thats what we will make i say. It may not be as great as your grandmothers but it will be a good second I say with a wink.
Tom laughs well at least one of us knows how to cook. I'll pick the wine to go with it. OK don't forget the gin I say as he heads to alcohol Isle. I think I'm going to need it I mumble to myself.