Unknown Desire

That Night

We have dinner and talk about the club and Erin. Leah is avoiding the topic of what actually happened that night. But I will try again once Erin is a sleep. I tell Leah to take Erin up and start her bath and I will tidy up the dinner and follow her up to wash Erin and get her ready for bed.
She smiles and lifts Erin out of her chair. Say night night dada.
Dada da da da is Erin's response.
My heart melts with joy as Leah praises our little girl.
Good girl Erin, who's a clever girl.
I tidy up and prepare Erin's bottle.
My thoughts are on Leah, how can I help her. How can I get her to open up to me.
Then a thought crosses my mind! It's risky but it might be away to get her to open up.
It could completely back fire but maybe it's worth the risk.
I take the bottle and follow her up.
She has the bath run and is about to put Erin in. 
Hey gorgeous I say. She looks up at me and smiles. Do you want me to wash her. No I can do it but I'm sure she would love you to play with her for a bit.
I go and sit on the floor beside them.
Are you ready to splash daddy, Leah asks Erin. She just babbles back in response. I watch Leah wash Erin and talk to her. Erin just loves mummy's attention. I wish we could stay in this moment forever. But we can't we have to deal with what has happened.
Tom are you ok Leah asks.
I smile, of course just taking in this moment our little family together.
How prefect and precious our little girl is.
I know Leah smiles a true blessing.
We finish up washing Erin and take her to the bed room. She is a little wriggler trying to escape. She takes after her mammy I say the great escape artist. Leah laughs and sounds like her old self in that moment. We fed Erin and put her down. She is a good baby and is a sleep in minutes. We head out of her Room and close the door.
Leah heads to our room. But before she gets there.
I order her to freeze.
She stops and looks at me.
Downstairs now I order.
She looks unsure so I repeat myself
Down stairs now I bark.
She moves to the stairs and looks at me once more.
Now I order
She does as she is told and stops at the bottom. 
Into the front room and sit. Do not move until I return.
She walks in and sits on the couch. Her head is hung low. Lift your head I order.
I walk out to the kitchen and grab her a drink as she may need one.
When I return she is sitting waiting her hands on her legs staring straight ahead.
I place the drink in front of her and sit beside her.
Leah I want you to listen to me. I don't want you to say a word until I tell you too, Do you understand.
She nods her head.
Use your words I bark
Yes sir
Good girl.
I take her hand and kiss it.
I'm going to tell you what happened I say in a softer voice.
Leah, when Eric arrived we couldn't hear you. I wasn't happy and wanted to go straight in after him. The police wanted to wait so they could get him without his men attacking. So they got there men to distract Eric's men first. I was panicking as he was in there too long with you. But the police said you weren't screaming for help. So they wanted to wait. I couldn't wait any longer so I hopped the balcony and ran in to find Eric on top of you. You were  unconscious. I ran at him and pulled him of you. He fired the gun but missed me. The police came in as he was fighting with me. They seen you on the ground and thought you were dead and shot Eric in the back. He fell on you and that's how you were covered In his blood and your own. As he fell on you he tired to raise the gun to shoot you but I pulled him up and wrestled the gun from his hand. The police shot him again this time in the head.
I see tears trickle down her cheeks.
Leah he is dead he can't touch us now.
She tries to speak but her words aren't audible she is starting to cry even louder.
Leah calm down,I can't understand you.
Did he, did he, did he
Did he what Leah.
She is balling crying at this stage.
Did he Rape me she whispers.
I look at her face her eyes are pleading with me for the truth.
No I say.
Tom don't lie to me,he was on top of me before I blacked out.
Leah he didn't rape you. He was too busy trying to record it to send it to me that I got there before he could. But I'm not going to lie Leah he was very close to it.
With that she completely crumbles in my arms and cries big sobs.
I'm so sorry Tom. You warned me I didn't listen and he could have killed me. He could have killed us.
But he didn't Leah and its over.
I've been so horrible Tom, pushing you away.
Leah it's OK. It's not Tom I was convinced he raped me and I was now pregnant with his baby.
I just freeze and look at her.
What did you just say?
Leah looks up through her eye lashes.
I'm Pregnant Tom.
How ?
Well generally two people have unprotected sex and a baby is made.
But the hospital said it was impossible.
No they said there was a slim chance I'd ever have another baby.
I'm totally in shock.
Tom are you ok?
When did you find out I stutter.
This morning, that's what sent me over the edge. I thought he raped me before you got there and I was now having his child. I couldn't cope with the thought.
Leah are you sure?
Yes I did 4 tests plus I feel exactly how I felt with Erin.
Omg Leah I don't know what to say.
Me either Tom, my mind is still trying to process the fact I wasn't raped and possibly pregnant with a physco paths baby.
I sit there stunned.
Say something Tom.
I smile at her we are having a baby, Erin is going to be a big sister.
A tear rolls down my face, Leah you are truly amazing.
Tom its not going to be easy, I need to speak to someone about what has happened. But I'm feeling better knowing you are the father.
She reaches for her drink, what are you doing I say you aren't allowed drink your pregnant. She laughs oh yeah. I pull her into my arms and kiss her forehead. We can do this Leah together this time. I don't want to miss any of it. I know and you won't. We need to tell Joe it will cheer him up.
Hold your horses Daddy. 12wks and then we can announce it. Why does Joe need cheering up.
I lie and say he is worried about her.
And things are strained between him and clare.
She smiles at me ok just Joe no one else.
I bend down slowly and kiss her. Making sure I'm not over stepping.
She kisses me back. I love you Tom.
I love you I reply.
We sit quietly in each other arms taking in all our new information.
I'm going to be a dad again and this time I'm going to be apart of every step. Leah will never be alone again.
My head is already working on a to do list.
Starting with the house we need that done ASAP.
Then we need to get married maybe after the baby is born and Leah has been through counselling. I won't push the wedding until after the baby is born.
I sit there smiling to myself, how is this possible.
Tom, Leah calls bring me back from my thoughts.
Why are you smiling?
I'm going to be a dad again Leah.
I never thought I'd be a father and here we are with Erin and now a brother or sister on the way.
She won't be an only child like us. She will have a friend for life.
I know she replies it truly is a miracle.
Now if your done with the mushy stuff can you take me to bed and fuck me.
I look at her in shock Leah are you sure.
Tom fuck me or I'll find someone or something to relieve me.
With that I stand holding her in my arms and carry her to the bedroom.
She clings on to me but never takes her eyes off mine. I can see the desire in them and nolonger do they bare fear.
I finally think we have turned a corner.
I lie her down on the bed.
And help her undress. She looks beautiful her breasts are quite plump looking and are begging for attention. I softly kiss them and flick her right nipple with my tongue. My hand moves softly between her legs stroking her clit and making her moan softly.  I kiss her lips softly when she pulls me in closer. Daddy are you going to fuck me or pet me like a puppy dog. I laugh out loud. I'm just taking it easy baby I don't want to hurt you or the baby.
With that she flips me on my back and straddles me. Daddy I'm now in charge. You do as I say.
I smile at her attempts at being bossy.
She slaps my face answer me.
Yes boss I say.
Now fuck me and fuck me hard or there will be punishment.
Yes boss
She slides off me and watches as I undress. She licks her lips as the beast is freed.
Are you hungry baby?
Straving daddy
Well let's feed you baby.
She crawls over on her hands and knees and strokes the beast. Hey big boy she says to him give momma what she needs.
I nearly cum in her face.
She places the beast in her mouth and starts sucking him. Oh god she is so good I'm going to cum straight away she just knows how to draw every ounce of cum out of the beast with her mouth. It's like her superpower.
She is licking her lips when I push her back on the bed. Tell me little girl what exactly do you want. I want you to fuck me hard while choking me.
Leah I'm not sure that's a good idea. You are pregnant.
Tom she pouts you can lightly choke me. I look at her and she is begging me to with her eyes.
This girl has more kink in her than I would have ever imagined.
Tie me up first she pleads.
I get off the bed and go to the drawers I grab a blind fold and some rope.
I tie her arms to the bed frame. I blindfold her and being to kiss her.
I start with her lips but move slowly down her neck sucking and biting leaving my mark where ever I can. Her back arches as she moans out so I move to her breasts pulling her nipples with my teeth causing her to hiss.
She loves it.
I part her legs slowly  and swipe my tongue over her clit. Yes she cries as I slowly work on her pussy.
I press the beast in slowly  and allow her time to adjust.
She starts to grind against me. When I slap her left breast . She gasps
I tell her patience.
She stops as I begin to control the speed.
Her moans fill the room. As I place my hand on her throat. I press lightly as she gasps at my touch. She follows the gasp with an earthy moan more daddy.
I begin to move a bit faster just applying enough pressure to her throat.
She is now moaning loud as I feel her tighten around my shaft. She looks so beautiful. I keep my hand on her throat and bite down on her right nipple. Oh yes daddy she shrieks yes daddy make me cum for you.  I tighten my grip on her throat and plow into her. Her hands grip the cuffs as she moves with me wrapping her legs around me. Harder she begs .
This just spurs me on even more I'm like an animal processed I'm tearing her pussy apart with my dick and she is loving it. Daddy I'm going to cum she screams. I pull out and Bury my face in her pussy one swipe of my tongue and she explodes on my face. I love it her pussy milk is all over me. Her scent is intoxicating. I lick lips and moan I roll her over and raise her to her knees. She is panting hard as I slap her ass. Yes daddy she moans more daddy. I slap her cheek again and push my dick into her ass. She is clinging on to the head board. More  daddy as I fuck her ass. More what I ask.
More master give me more. I fuck her ass raw until I cum again.
Then I uncuff her and role her over removing her blindfold. She is beautiful. I kiss her softly and place my hand on her belly. I love you baby.
I love you daddy. We fall asleep in each others arms and it feels like the first night here all over again.
Maybe we can move forward together.