Unknown Desire

Time to get back what's mine

The next few days are frustrating,Tom doesn't come to the club he is working from home only contacting me through email. I'm getting pissed off, but refuse to let him push me out. It's now Friday and he has an appointment book for 12 it doesn't say with who. I continue working away when my phone rings. I answer,
Hi Leah, it's Nikki's brother Pete.
Oh hi i say, how is Nikki getting on.
Much better thank you. I was wondering if we could meet for lunch and I'll catch you up. Sure I say what time about half one, two sure same place as last time. OK I'll see you there.
I head down to grab a cup of tea. On my way I see Tom. He tries to avoid me by turning back the way he came. Fuck this I follow him to the bar Tom I shout. He stops yes Leah.
Don't you think your being ridiculous. Excuse me he turns to me. Running  away like a child moving me upstairs. Avoiding the office. I don't know what you mean. Tom your being childish. I'm not leaving so you better figure this out. Figure what out Leah, I've been busy with meetings and the guards and making sure Clare is OK. Fuck you Tom I say and turn on my heels. He knew that by saying the last part it would sting. I don't bother with my tea and just head back to my dungeon. I pass Joe are you ok he says. Ask your fucking dickhead friend. Leah come back, Joe just leave me please I'm in no mood.
Joe doesn't follow me. Instead he heads in the direction of Tom.
Joe storms in to Tom what did you do. Nothing I just told her I was busy working and she stormed off. What else Tom I know you. She is upset what did you say. I just said I was busy with meetings the guards and looking after Clare. Tom don't use Clare to piss Leah off. I won't stand for it. They are living together. I know she cornered me Joe. Tom don't do what your trying to do. She will leave and she won't ever come back. Maybe she is better off Joe. Tom you need to stop torturing yourself. You need to accept you love her and tell her.
We are done with this conversation Joe.
Tom I'm done with your bullshit. Don't expect me to pick up the pieces when she leaves and you realise your an idiot.
That girl deserves better.
And that's why I'm letting her go Joe.
Whatever Tom. Joe storms out he is really pissed off at me. I've never seen him like this. But I can't give in. I look at my watch right I need to head to my therapist and get all this off my chest. It's been torture watching her work in the office all week. I've seen her tears and wanted to rush over and tell her I'm sorry. I want to pretend none of this has happened and go back to how we where, but we can't.  I grab my keys and leave.
I'm furious with Tom. Telling me he was looking after Clare. He only said it to hurt me and it worked. I'm annoyed at myself for letting him win. I get back to work paying invoices. Joe stops by to see if I want lunch and to talk. I tell him I'm meeting someone.  But not who let Tom wonder where I am for a change. I head out and meet Pete.  I ask how Nikki is and he says she is back on her meds and she seems to be getting there. His parents want her to move home when she gets out. But Nikki  doesn't want to give up her independence. So we are not sure what to do. He asks about Tom again. I ask why he wants to know about Tom. Nikki keeps asking for him. Did they have a relationship he asks. I avoid the question by saying she probably wants to apologise for making a scene in the bar. They are friends. I'm not sure Pete buys it. But I ask how he is holding up. He says fine some days are hard with Nikki. I feel like she has a different life to what we thought. I found alot of bondage gear in her apartment. And I say well is this what she has got herself into. This seedy filth where men are taking advantage of her. I try to hold my temper. Pete, Nikki is a grown woman she doesn't have to tell you what she gets up to in her sex life. That's her business. And I don't think you should be assuming things about stuff you don't know. It's her life, her business. Yeah but Leah she isn't in the right mind and I will get to the bottom of whatever happened with Tom. I really am getting annoyed now. Pete, Nikki is fixated with Tom, she wanted a relationship he said no. As he could see she was struggling mentally and tried to get her to see someone I lie. Pete looks at me why didn't you just say that Leah. Because its Nikki's business and she has been clearly  going through it. I don't want to betray our friendship. Your a good friend Leah. I look at my watch. I better be getting back I say. Pete stands and says thank you. He hugs me again as I pull away. He asks could we maybe meet for dinner or a drink sometime. I smile and thank him and tell him that I'm taken,taken even if Tom won't admit it. Ah he is a lucky man, Pete says. He doesn't know how lucky I say. We say our goodbyes and I head back. As I head upstairs I pass Tom's office the door is open. Leah a word he shouts. Great he is in a mood I think.
Yes I respond sharply
Your late
Sorry I say
Your lunch break is an hour you have been gone 1hour 30mins.
Are you spying on me I say knowing full well he has been watching me.
No but I seen you leave as I returned.
Well I didn't get my morning break so I think we are good.
Leah I'm your boss don't speak to me like that. Your lunch is 1hr.
Is that all boss I say sweetly can I be dismissed.
Leah don't push my buttons.
Well you should take a leaf out of your own book there Tom. Now if we are finished I've work to do. I stand and leave.
I hear Tom throw something at the wall.
I just keep going. Two can play games. And if he wants games he will get them.
I head back to my desk. I lock the office door knowing full well he is watching me on the camera. I get back to work at my desk. I give it about five minutes and I slide my chair back. I pull my skirt down and remove my underwear. I hear the camera move slightly so I know he is watching. I lick my fingers and slowly move them down to my pussy I begin to rub my clit and grabbing my breasts. I keep going tilting my head back aroused at the thought of him watching me. My moans are loud as I reach my climax. I sit in my chair  exposing my pussy to him, while I catch my breath. I stand and turn slowly bending over to give him full view of my ass as I pick up my under wear and skirt. I dress slowly and return to work like nothing had happened. Knowing full well he was watching and is pulling his hair out.

I can't believe her she doesn't realise I've seen her again with Nikki's brother hugging him. What the fuck does he want with her. Why is he even in contact with her. Its been  months since Nikki's incident. I seen the way he was looking at her. I couldn't help it I had to pull over when I seen them together. Maybe Leah has decided to move on. I felt a rage in me. It took everything not to get out of the car and kill him for touching her.
When she left I flew back to the club to get in ahead of her. I was so pissed off. And here she comes without a care in the world. Like nothing is wrong. I'm fuming. She walks by but doesn't look in. So I call her back. I tell her she is late. She is annoyed I can tell. But doesn't explain why, just says well I missed my morning break so I'm actually not late. And storms out. It's petty I know. But she is meeting other guys for lunch already. I log into the camera in her office. I tend to do this regularly and just watch her. She is back at her desk working.  She disappears and comes back. What is she doing. I move the angle of the camera and zoom in. She is undressing why?  I sit and I watch as she begins to masterbate. What the fuck the beast is ready to explode. Does she know I'm watching her. She doesn't appear to be looking at the camera. I sit and watch her until she cums. Then she just stands and bends over picking up her pants and skirt. And gets dress like nothing has happened. I can't cope I pull out the beast and stroke him. I need a release quickly or I will not be able to resist  going up there and fucking her. As I'm relieving myself. In walks Leah, with a file in her hand. Caught red handed, I try to hide myself but I know she has caught me. She smiles at me, do you need some help. Fuck me,Leah what can I do for you. Here are the reports for your meeting. She approaches my desk I move in so she can't see me.
There is a look in her eye,that's tells me she wants to play. But I have to resist. Its killing me. She places the file on my desk. And drops her pen she bends to get it giving me full few of her breast. Fuck the beast is about to explode. She catches me staring. Will there be anything else. Yes strip now, my mind is yelling. But I just whisper no that's all. I notice a slight smile on her lips. She just says OK and turns on her heels. That ass is begging to be punished. I can't cope, I'm going to need a cold shower. I finish off with the imagine of me cuming all over those breasts in my head. I definitely need a shower now. I go clean up and try focus on my meeting.
I head back to my office knowing I have won this game. Now that I know his will is wavering I have an idea. I'll see how good his restraints are. I finish my day and head home. Clare is waiting with dinner ready to go. She is quite the little chef. And if she keeps feeding me ill have to go on a diet. I've noticed my clothes are a little tighter recently. We sit and chat over dinner Clare asking about Josh. I tell her my story and my heart hurts a little still feeling betrayed by my friends and Josh. Clare is sympathetic and tells me Tom will see sense. I hope so Clare because my heart can't take much more. He will I'm sure of it she says. So what are your plans for tonight. Nothing much she says. Well Clare I think we should head out for a drink. I'm not sure Leah, I'm still nervous about running into Eric's people. Well I've an idea, let's go the club that way you will feel safe with Joe there and we can get out of this house. Clare looks at me,Leah if you want to go spy on Tom just say she laughs. I Don't know what your talking about Clare. Sure you do Leah and I'm down for it. Lets show Tom what he is missing. I laugh oh I'm gonna show him alright. Clare laughs go get in the shower and I will tidy up. No Clare you cooked so I will clean go ahead and use the shower first. I tidy up thinking about what to wear. And I remember the outfit I bought for Tom but he never got to see. I finish off the Kitchen and head upstairs two Gins in hand leaving Clares in her room. I head to my room and open my case from the weekend that still wasn't unpacked. I pull out the dress black lace that leaves nothing to the imagination. It comes to the knee and has slit up the back that can be made higher with a two way zip. I try it on and decide to wear a Tong but no bra as the lace just about covers my nipples but makes my breast look fuller. I undress and head for a shower feeling determined tonight is the night I get Tom back.