80s Band Imagines

💚Saul/Slash #9- Put Out

Angst

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Slash and I had been together for almost two months now. We'd known each other for a little over a year. I was Duff's little sister, only by a year, but still his little sister. 
I knew how the guys were, for christ's sake I'm on tour with them.
Being innocent didn't help if you get my drift. It wasn't that I didn't trust Saul, I just wasn't ready yet. I know I was 23, and it's odd for people to leave high school with their virginity intact. It never bothered me; guess the opportunity was never there.

Saul had dropped hints, I just chose to ignore them.
Take now for an example.

"You ready to get back on the bus?"
Saul asked me, arm wrapped around my shoulder.

"Yea, let's go. 'ts cold out here."
I shivered.

We finally made it back to the heat of the bus and we decided to lay in our bunk and keep warm. The boys were out at a bar so it was just me and Slash.
He changed into sweats and a t-shirt and I did the same before getting into our bunk. It wasn't the most comfortable thing, but it was alright enough to sleep on.

"Cold."
I mumbled scooting closer to Slash. My back was pressed against his front, his arms wrapped tightly around me.

"I know something that'll keep you warm."
He whispered.

"Mhm. You're warm just laying there. Keep it that way."

"C'mon babe, you know you want to."
He said into my ear before starting to gently kiss and suck at my neck.
I pushed him off and giggled before turning to look at him.

"Come one babe, it's been three months. Give a guy a break."
He smiled, but I knew that was just to distract me from the reality of the situation.
Sex. He wanted sex.

"I know babe, I'm just- I'm not ready."
I said quietly.

"When are you gonna be ready? June, I love you. You know I'd never hurt you. Don't you trust me?"

"It isn't about trusting you, Saul. You know I trust you, I love you too. But I'm not ready."
I said trying to get my point across to him.

"Christ June, at this rate you'll die innocent."
He groans irritated with me.

"If I want to I will. At this rate you'll be lucky I give you any at all."
I shot back sitting up to look at him.

"Can't you just put out already?"
He says sitting up to look at me.
I gasped looking at him with pure hurt.

"Put out? Put out?! Seriously Saul. I knew this would happen. I knew I wouldn't make you happy."
I said tears filling my eyes as I crawled out of the bunk and ran into the bathroom locking the door behind me.

"June. June! June dammit, open the door!"
He said pounding on the door with his hands.

"Go away, Saul!"
I yelled through my tears.

"To where June? Cause you're fucking crazy if you think I'm leaving you in that bathroom!"

"Go find some other bitch that will put out! Since that's so important to you!"
I yelled.