Forever Hopeless

Hell lot of tears

***Sam'sPOV***

"W-what? Why did they call? Do you do something?" My voice was starting to get shaky from the nerves. He shook his head and looked at the ground. "Calum tell me." I took his hand and led him to Ashtons bed. We sat down and Calum started to cry more. I put my hand on his shoulder finally making him look me in the eye.

"Sam, they...mom and dad were murdered." I instantly felt my eyes start to water and a lump start to grow in my throat. I swallowed hard but it didn't go away it only grew. This feeling was something i was used to. The lump in my throat, watery eyes, pounding head. It was almost all too familiar.

"No...T-they, No Calum!" My thoughts were jumbled and i couldn't think correctly. The tears started to fall down my cheeks and let out a yelp. My parents may not have wanted me, and i should hate them. But they kept me and took care of me. No matter how crappy they treated me, i still loved them because i only got a limited amount of love, an that love i get i hold on to.

Calums arms flew over me and i cried onto his shoulder while he cried onto mine. This is the first time he hugged me, like...really hugged me like he cared. Ya he hugged me the first time i got the news but that was a weak broken hug. This time he held onto me like i was the only thing he had left and didnt want to loose me. This was kind of true. I was the last thing he had, except for his band. He had them. I had nobody.
I felt somebody sit down beside me and put their arms around me. I lifted my head and saw Ashton hugging me and Calum.
After a few mor minutes of crying and hugging, my eyes and head hurt. We let go of eachother and sat on the bed in silence. Then I got to thinking. Who did this? How could that do that to a person. I felt that lump come back but I didn't want to cry anymore. I got up and walked out of the room heading toward the bathroom. I was about to walk in but I bumped into Michael. I crossed my arms and looked down because I was already gathering tears.
"Oops sorry sa--hey are you alright?" He grabbed my shoulders and shifted me. I kept my head down though. I could see him from the corner of my eye, and he glanced back at the bathroom then at me.
"Sam." He said sounding disappointed. I lifted my head and looked at him making his eyebrows furrow.
"You weren't going to-"
"No! I don't want to talk you Michael." I shook myself away from his grip and tried to push past him but he wouldn't met me by.
"Sam if you are going in there to hurt yourself I'm not going to let you!" I stomped my foot and looked at him straight in the eyes.
"Since when do you care that I'm alive?" I said coldly and pushed past him. He stopped me again and held onto my arms.
"Sam I know what I said before and I'm sorry. I'm not letting you go in there." I pulled away from him and started yelling.
"Stop! Just stop! You pretended to care and turns out you didn't! So don't go pretending again because I won't let you in. You hurt me once Clifford its not happening again." I turned sharply and began to walk away but he grabbed my arm again.
"Michael let the fuck go!" I screamed and tried to pull away from him. Ashton and Calum came through the bedroom door and looked at us. Ashton ran over to me and got Michaels grip off of me.
"Let her go Michael!" He grabbed his hand and ripped it off of my arm.
"She is going to hurt herself Ashton I wasn't just going to met that happen." I stepped back and watched how the two grew closer every word.
"Michael since when do you care? You hurt her." I saw Michaels jaw clench and Ashton's fists ball up.
"You hurt her too." He said coldly. I watched along with Calum and now Luke. Suddenly Ashton lunged forward and punched mihael in the jaw. I gasped and Michael punched him back. Right in the nose. They were rolling around on the floor punching and shouting at each other. I ran from where I was over to them and grabbed someone's shoulder but I was pushed and fell on the ground.
"Guys stop! Please stop!" I was crying again because I didn't want these two to fight over me. I wasn't worth fighting for. I got up and tried to pull Ashton off of michael but he wouldn't budge.
"Sam get away you will get hurt." Luke said as he pulled me away.
"No! They are going to kill each other Luke let me go!" I yanked myself away and ran back to Ashton. I grabbed his shoulders and pulled hard making both of us tople over onto the floor. I climbed onto him and cradled his face in my hands.
"Ashton!" I sobbed. "Please stop." He jerked his head to the side making me take my hands away from his face. So instead I griped onto his shirt and talked more.
"Ashton...please...I'm not worth fighting for so stop...please." I saw his eyes soften and he relaxed. I Laid my head down on his chest and let my cries out. I felt him sit up then wrap his big arms around me. I opened my eyes and glanced over to Michael who was being tended to by Luke and Calum. He looked at me with sad eyes then looked away like he couldn't stand the sight of me. I turned back to Ashton and buried my face into the crook of his neck while he stood up and walked the both of us to the bathroom.

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