Forever Hopeless

dont rock the boat

The plane landed and the boys pulled their hoodies on to cover their faces from crazed fans. We walked out and ran inside because there were girls chasing us. We got in a car and the driver began to drive. I was still tired and i could tell the guys were too. The car was small so i ended up on Ashtons lap. It was still pretty tense between us too and i really didnt feel confortable. Calum was glaring at me from the rearview mirror and honestly it was making me mad because i wasnt doing anything. My hand was on the sat next to me and i put there on purpous because Michael was sitting next to me. I almost felt bad for Ashton because the two people that broke his heart were beside and on top of him. In about 10 minutes we arived at a dock with a boat at the end. We all hopped out and walked down the dock. Calum was behind me so I made sure to keep my distance from Michael and Ashton both. The boat that we climbed onto was pretty nice but somewhat small. We walked onto the boat and stood there looking around.

"Hello there." All of us flipped around and saw a short man standing in front of us.

"Hi...?" Luke said trying not to laugh at the man.

"This is the boat that will be taking you to the island." He smiled and turned around quickly. He started walking into the cab of the boat. "This is a room. Two people will share it. This is another room. Again two people can share. And the last room here can have two people as well." He turned around and looked at is then clapped his hands together. "Well I will leave you guys here to get settled." He smiled then walked away.

"I call this room!" Luke said walking into a room we passed. Calum grabbed my arm and looked my eye.

"You get that room." He pointed to the room at the end of the hall. "Alone." He let my arm go and walked in the room with luke. Michael hesitated because he wasn't sure he wanted to be in a room alone with Ashton.

"Wait! Calum!" Michael opened his mouth but didn't speak. Instead Ashton called.

"I get that room." He smiled then walked into that room. Michael turned around and leaned his head on the wall and closed. He sure enough didn't want to share a room with Calum either. Calum looked up at me because I still hadn't gone to my room. He pointed to it and clenched his jaw. I turned around and walked to my room then slammed the door behind me. He was isolating me from everyone on purpose. I leaned up against the door and let the things fall from my shoulders. I slid down the door and hid my face in my knees. I began to cry because the only one I needed to love me right now, wasn't.

__Michaels POV___

I walked into the room and set my stuff down before sitting on the bed. Calum walked in and looked at me and probably remembering he hated me.

"You know calum..." He looked up at me (more like glared) then went back to what he was doing.

"What?" I could tell he was irritated by the tone in his voice.

"You shouldn't treat Sam like that-"

"You know you should really mind your own business."

"Sam had already been through enough. She needs someone."

"She's got someone."

"No she dosnt. You won't let her near any of us. And you as sure as hell arnt there for her." He's face turned red and he clenched his jaw.

"Michael I don't want to hurt her! If she is with you, or any of the other guys she will get hurt!" He stood up and faced me now.

"Then be there for your sister! You arnt helping that her-your parents just died. If anything you are making it worse. That's why she came on this trip with us. So she wouldn't be getting hurt and so you could make sure she was ok!"

"Mic-"

"No calum!" I stood up and made direct eye contact with him. "She was getting beat up and kicked around at school then she comes home to your crap! What do you think she would have done if we didn't convenience you to let her come?!"

"Sh-"

"She would have probably fucking killed herself!" I stopped at my words as they sunk in. They stung just to think about it. I suddenly felt really bad about what I said. I was basicly saying everything is his fault and he would practily have killed his own sister.

"Wait. I take that-"

"Michael you are right. I am a really bad brother. It's just...I'm...scared." His voice got shaley and he started to tear up. "I didn't want to take her because I was afraid she would get hurt." He stoped and the room was completely silent. I looked down at my feet then sat back down.

"Cal I'm sorry." He didnt reply. He just picked up his things and left the room. In a few minutes luke came into the room with his things.

"Hey...roommate?" I looked up then fell on my back on the bed.

***sams POV***

I could hear michael yelling and I cried even harder when I heard what he said at the end. I cried because it was true. If I wasn't on this trip right now...I would be surounded by a pool of blood on the kitchen floor.