Forever Hopeless

Im sorry to inform you...

***Sam's pov***

"Sam!" Ashton called from his bed. I peeked my head around the corrner and looked into his room.

"Yessss?" I said draging out the s. He looked up at me and raised and eyebrow making me laugh at his goofy face. "Ashton what do you want?" I asked coming fully into the room. This past week had been different since i said that i forgave Ashton, on stage. I was getting more notifications on my phone of people tagging me in photos, Ashton was being very secretive, making weird faces at me like he knew something i didnt, and the bad part of everything was Calum and Michael were avoiding me.

He patted the spot next to him telling me to come sit down. I walked over to his bed but didnt sit down.

"Sit." He demanded but i just shook my head. "Siiit." He begged me. I rolled my eyes and sat down next the the persistant boy.

"Did you want me for something?" I asked while trying to find out what he was doing on his phone. He clasped his phone to his chest and let an evil smirk come acrost his face.

"Alittle curious are we?" He did it again! His eyebrows! What the heck?

"Ashton do you need me? Because i was doing something and you interupted me." I said after crossing my arms over my chest.

"What? I can't just call you in here to see you?" I sighed then started to get up but i was pulled back down by Ashton.

"Do you want to go do something?" He asked grabbing my hand. His hands were shaky and he loked nervous. I looked at his eyes and saw they were flicking from me to the door then back to me.

"Ashton are you alright?" I asked squezzing his hand making him look at me.

"Ya i just...what do you say? Want to go do something?" I turned around and looked at the door to see if i could catch what Ashton was possibly looking at but there was nothing there. I faced him again and nodded because I was only playing on my phone when he had called me in.
"Why not? Where should we go?" Asked while standing up. I looked down at Ashton and saw he was still on the bed looking up at me. "What?" He started to smile and I wondered why...but I found out in just the matter of minutes.
Before I knew what was going in, Ashton sprandmg up from the bed and grabbed me roughly pressing me up against by he wall. My breath hitched and he came closer to me. He eliminated all space between us by leaning his whole body up against mine. His hand fell to my back while the other tangled through my hair.
"A-ashton shouldn't w-ahh." I couldn't finish my sentence due to the large buldge now pressing against my thigh. I reached up and tugged at his hair, trying to contain myself from ripping his hair out. He let out a small moan which made me tug his hair more. The funny thing was that we weren't even kissing. He was just laizly trailing his lips from my jaw down to my neck. I tilted my head so he could have more access to it and he took full advantage of it.
I pressed my cheek against his then noticed they were wet. I opened my eyes and saw that he wasn't crying...I was. What is wrong with me? Why am I crying in the middle of a intimate moment with Ashton? My emotions are just a mess. I guess Ashton realized I had kind of stopped because his eyes opened in annoyance but they soon became wide with concern.
"Sam what's wrong?" He took his hand up to my cheek and wiped my tears away with his thumb. I shook my head because I didn't know why I was crying. It seems like I cry every time I'm with Ashton. Ashton Irwin what are you doing to me!
"I don't know." My tears had stopped flowing but my cheeks were still wet.
"Its alright Sam." Ashton's voice was calm and quite unlike I had beard a few moments ago. He pulled me against him for a hug and I could still feel his heart racing. I could also still feel his love friend down under sticking through his pants. Thinking of that I blushed and then pulled away from ashton. He looked at me then noticed my flushed cheeks. His started to turn red a little too making me laugh.
"So should we go do something else?" He smiled and took my hand in his. I nodded shyly and we stood there looking at each other till a slight knock pulled us out of our trance. Ashton quickly looked over to the door then dropped my hand. I leaned forward and looked at the door and saw Calum. My eyes widened and I stepped away from Ashton because I knew he didn't like me and him....together. I looked at Calum again and noticed he had tears streaming down his face.
"Calum! What's wrong?" I rushed over to him and stood in front of him looking him up and down to try and figure out what was wrong with him. He started to shake his head and let out some more small cries. He means forward and I held my arms out and hugged him while letting him lay his head on ny shoulder.
"Calum..." I said calmly. He sniffed then lifted himself off of me. "Tell me what's wrong please." I lifted my hand and wiped his tears from his cheeks just as Ashton did a few moments before.
"Sam...I got a phone call a little while ago..." Okay...who was it? And why did it make Calum cry? "...Sam it was the police." Him saying that, my heart started to race and my mind went wild with all the possibilities of why they could have called.