Forever Hopeless

scars and bruises

I heard a car pull up and someone come in. The boys were back. I was still on the floor unable to move because of the pain. I could hear michael talking, then someone run upstairs. Someone knocked on my door and I looked over.

  "Who- Ahhh ooowww!" I yelled as I touched my side.

  "Sam! Are you ok? Let my me in!" It was ashton. Slowly I managed to stand up and unlock the door. He opened the door and looked at me. I was crouched over holding my side and leaning on one leg. I had taken my glasses off so he could see my black eye.

  "Oh my- Sam what happened?! I stepped forward but ashton stopped me and brought Me to my bed. I was still crying from the pain and from what shot said.

  "Sam are you ok?" I shook my head and cried more. "Show me were they hurt you." I lifted my shirt to show my wound and bruises. "Oh my- who the fuck did this to you?!" He reached out and touched my stomach. I flinched when he did because I still hurt. " you arnt going to school tomorrow." He said sternly.

   " y-yes I h-have to."

  " no you can't you aren't well."

   "I have to ok!"

  "Why?

   " because I have been skipping school and I haven't been there for about a week."

  "Why have you been skipping?"

   "Because of shot."

  "Of what?"

   "Shot...he has been attacking me for a month."

  "He did this to you?"

  "Yes..." I could hear someone coming upstairs. "No u can't let them see me!" Ashton looked around and grabbed my glasses and put them on me then covered me with a blanket. It was calum

  "Hey guys dinner is ready....you ok? What's wrong?"

  " nothing too important we'll be down in a minute."

  "Ok..." He turned around looking very confused but he went down stairs and set the table.

  "Everything will be ok." Ash said as he got up and went downstairs. I stayed in bed and didn't come down. Before I knew it I was sleeping. I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock. Everyone stayed over so I could hear them downstairs. I got up feeling a little bit better. I put on some holey tights and short shorts on and a black half shirt. I didn't care if people saw my bruises. I putt ny vans on  and brushed my hair. I grabbed a hat and putt it on. Before I went downstairs I straightened my hair. As I walked down I covered my stomach witch was still wrapped with the tape. Everyone looked at me and jumped up.

  "Wow what happened?" Michael said looking up and down on me.

  " I don't want to talk about it."

  " Sam what?!" Calum said running toward me. I looked down and repeated myself. I didn't grab breakfast and I walked out the door. Everyone stared at me as I walked out of the house. When I got to school I got some stares. The bell rang and I lagged behind. I heard someone calling my name after all the other students rushed to where they were supposed to be.

  "Sammy! Druggie come here!" Shot called from the other side of the hall. I turned around and walked away fast. But he ran toward me and grabbed my wrists, then slammed me against the lockers. He kneed me in the stomach the once again in the leg. He punched me in the jaw then in the eye again. He was right about to punch me again when I loud voice shouted

  "Leave her alone!!!!" Shot turned around and I fell on the floor. I looked up and saw ashton standing at the end of the hall.

  "Who me?"

  "Ya you !" Shot looked at him then at me.

  "Looks like your prince is here to save you." He said taking a step toward me.

  "Don't get any closer to her!" Ashton shouted walking toward us.

  "Close like this?" He stepped one more the kicked me making me fall over face down on the floor.

  "Stop!" Ashton got closer and shot kicked me again but harder. Ashton began to run and before I knew it they were both in the floor taking swings at each other. Right now ashton was on top of shot holding him down. Shot got free and punched ashton in the face. Ashton was strong and I could see from his muscles. He got ahold of shots arms and looked him dead in the eye.

  "If you ever lay another finger on Sam again. Then I will find you, snap your hurtful wrists off and shove then down your throat." Shots face was pale and frightened. "Got it?!" He shook his head furiously. Ashton gou up and stared at him. Shot got up and ran off looking behind him every once in a while. After he was gone ash turned toward me. He got to the ground and looked for a way to pick me up. After a few minutes he stood up with me in his arms. I cried as he carried me home. I looked up at him and he looked down at me.

  "Thank you."

  "Your welcome. I couldn't let him do that to you anymore after seeing how Much pain you were in."

  I smiled. "Can you putt me down?"

  "What?"

  "Put me down...but don't let go."

  "Ok." He stopped walking and carefully set my feet on the ground still holding me tightly.

  "Hold me closer." I said shaking using all my strength to stay up. He did. I felt his tight grip around me. I got closer and pressed my head to his chest. He looked down and brushed his finger along my cheek. I looked up and he hugged me. His cheek pressed against mine. He heald me as if he would never let me go.