Forever Hopeless

who are you

After running for a while, I was winded so I stopped to a walk. Plus I had no idea where I was and i didnt want to stay out here forever. I looked around me, hoping to see a familiar place or person but everything seemed so....unreal. I closed my eyes without caring that i was in the middle of the street.
I mean, who cares that there is a car coming my way. Who cares if I leave, I don't know anybody, or anything. Why should it matter if I leave. Suddenly a blaring horn inturepted my thoughts and when I opened my eyes I was face to face with a truck.
"Get out of the damn way!" The man in the front seat yelled. I just looked at him blankly and shouted back at him.
"Just hit me! Please! Just do it!" I begged him while he just started at me with angry eyes.
"Girl get out of my way!!" He shouted again while blaring his horn in my face.
"Please." I whispered while I held my hands in the air like I was surrendering. I closed my eyes again and heard the man backing up in his car. Finally, my life will be over and I won't have to deal with all of this.
Suddenly a pair of hands grabbed my shoulders and pulled me from the road and started to drag me.
"Hey! W-what are you doing? Who are you! Let me go!!" I shouted as I struggled in his grip. I looked up and saw a large mam dressed in black who had some facial hair but not a lot.
"Shush girl...what were you thinking?" His voice was harsh but....familair.
"You were just going to let him hit you like that?" He asked then turned into an ally way then threw me to the floor. He took the hat he was wearing off and looked at me. I couldn't believe eyes. No, no he was gone.
"No! Y-you are dead! Its nit really you! Who are you!" He smiled and came toward me but I backed up on my hands.
"Sam its me, don't worry." I shook my head and started to think things over.
"No you can't be you are dead!" I screamed, making my throat hurt.
"Sam yes it is me, your father!"
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"Will you tell me what happened? I don't remember anything, all I know is I was told that you and mom were dead." I set the cup of tea down on the table after taking a sip.
"Well, sam I think it is best you don't know." Really? Again!
"Why does everybody do this? All I want to do is know what happened but nobody will tell me." I said, tears starting to build up in my eyes.
He looked at me sympatheticly and set his cup down too.
"Sam I just-"
"Can't, I know." I got up quickly and looked around for somewhere to go. His house seems pretty confusing. I looked everywhere but couldn't find the front door.
'Where is the door?" I asked roughly as I turned around to my dad. He pointed to where it was, and like that I was gone. I walked back to the house so I could lay down and just think. I turned down the street that I think was ours because I still don't know. I went up to the house and tried the door but it was locked, so I knocked. It took a minute but finally somebody came to the door. I was expecting them to rush to my side and check if I was alright, or at least for it to be one of the boys.
"Uh...who are you?" The boys frown turned into a smirk which scared me a little bit.
"Druggie! So nice to see you." He came farther out then shut the door behind him. I started to back up because he was getting closer to me, then my foot slipped and I fell backwards off of the stairs.
"Who are you? And why did you call me druggie? Do I know you?" I asked in a rushed voice because he was still coming toward me.
"Oh please. Don't play stupid with me sam its me. Shot." He laughed a little bit at the end then pounced on me making me let out a small scream. He started pounding me with his fists like I was a punching bag. I held my hands in front my face and tried to curl into a ball but the way 'Shot' had me pinned I couldn't.
He hit me in the face then in the stomach and some more in the face. After he was done he stood up and started to walk away.
"Fuck you." I croaked making him turn back to me and look at me with surprise.
"What did you say to me?" He asked with a small laugh in his voice.
"I said fuck you!" I said in a stronger voice. His face went angry again and he stomped on my leg making me yelp again.
"You say that gain your dead next time!" He growled through his teeth then kicked me again in the ribs.
"Got it druggie?" I nodded my head and he turned around then walked back into his house. I laid there for a while because everywhere hurt. I tried to stand up but no mater what I tried I couldn't get up. And I needed to get out of here, first of all shot can come back any time, second of all Calum and the others are probably worried sick by now.
Finally I stood up and hobbled down the street till I found the right house. By now it was already 11 because I stayed with my dad almost for four hours then it took at least an hour and a half to get here. I slowly opened the door and sighed with relief when the lights were off. I walked in and shut the door quietly so nobody would hear me. My head was pounding and my leg and ribs hurt so it was making it very hard to get up the stairs.
Once I made it up them, I started to walk to my room but I was stopped when I heard something move from behind me.
Hey sorry if it was confusing. So the part where sam recognized her dad, I know she lost her memory and doesn't know what he looks like but trust me it will all make sense in the next chapter!