Forever Hopeless

Save me again.

I stood there because I didn't know what to do. It seemes like nobody seems to care for me. But...Ash was still there. No I hurt him. Why would he care about me? Should I go anyways? I hesitated before walking to his room. I knocked slightly and heard rustling around. As I stood there waitingvi told myself that I would put an brave face on so he won't see me cry. But as soon as the door opened I began to cry.

"Sam what's wrong?"

"Ash nobody cares! Everyone hates me and I don't want to be here anymore." I walked forward into the room. Ash came over to me and pulled me in for a hug.

"Samantha...." I looked up at him. "I care." I paused. We both did. The air from my lungs seemed to jump out and go for a walk because I wasn't breathing at his words.

"W-what?" He stroked my cheek with his hand, wiping the tears away.

"I care. Sam I care for you. Deep inside me I have always known that I...really...do love you sam." He smiled and my face got red.

"But I hurt you." I looked away and tried to escape from ash's arms but he held me tight against him.

"Yes...but I never gave you a second chance or...really believed you." I smiled slightly but kept it mostly hidden. "So I'm sorry and...will you still go out on that date with me?" My eyes shot straight toward his and I looked deep in them for a moment.

"Yes." I said quietly while nodding. He pulled me into a hug then kissed the top of my head. And when I finally thought things were getting better I heard the sound of Calum voice. I jumped away and panicked.

"Ash! He can't see me in here he will hit me and....please help me!" I looked around for a place to hide but ash grabbed my arm.

"Stay here and go when you can't hear us." I nodded and he let me go. He slipped through the doorway and I could hear him in the hallway.

"Hey have you guys seen Michael?"

"Nope. That's who we are looking for."

"Oh...well I can help look."

"Ok." I could hear Luke's voice too. Theyvwakked away and I peeked out to make sure they were gone. And when I was sure I bolted for my room. I slammed the door and went over to my bed. I didn't know weather to be sad or happy because I was sad that nobody seemed to care, or that I should be happy because ash is the oy one who does. I jumped when I heard a knocks t the door and didn't bother to answer. The door opened and Calum stood in my doorway. I scooted the farest away I could from him and didn't say anything.

"We have to 'go to bed' now. The short man told me to tell you." I didn't look at him, instead I kept a steady glance on the floor. "Sam!" I winced at the volume of his voice but still didn't look up.

"Yes." I said quietly but loud enough for him to hear. I heard him sigh then shut the door. I laid on the bed and covered my head with a pillow. I pretty soon fell asleep even though I didn't feel tired.

I felt something touch my back. I sat up and looked around in the darkness and almost screamed when I saw someone sitting on my bed. I squinted and leaned forward only to find that it was Ashton.

"Oh...you...scared me."

"Sorry I just...wanted to check on you."

"Why would I....oh." He scooted over to me and placed his hand on my leg. I'm glad it was dark because my fave was really red. "Ash in sorry that I...did that...with Michael. It was just...he kinda came-"

"Its ok."

"No its n-"

"Stop. I'm over that. I'm sorry that I shut you out. Let's just forget about that ok?" Wait, forget about kissing Michael? What if I don't want to. I...liked it. He cared so much for me when I needed it. I can't just...forget it. Wait! Am I still...with him? What am I going to do?!

"Hey...are you alright?

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Sorry this chapter was short but please vote and comment what you think so far.
I need your opinion: should Calum apologize or get meaner? Should Michael gat mad that she is giving ash a second chance? What about Ashton or luke? What should I do with them?