Sabi nila kung mahal mo daw ang isang tao ay handa kang gumawa ng kahit na anong bagay para sa kanya. Sabi din nila, kung mahal mo ang isang tao ay handa kang ipaglaban siya. Sabi din ng iba, kung totoong mahal mo siya hindi mo siya hahayaang mawala. Pero para sakin, kung totoong mahal mo siya ay mas iisipin mo ang ikabubuti para sa kanya kaysa sa sarili mo kahit pa ikakasakit mo.
It's been 10 years since we last saw each other. I wonder if you are okay right now, do you already have a family? are you happy? do you still remember the time when you told me how much you love me? Am I still your artist?
Naaalala niya din ba ako tuwing gigising siya sa umaga kagaya ng ginagawa ko? ako padin ba ang mahal niya o may bago na? I'm still his future? or he already build a new one?
Is he already find the love that he deserves? Is he already find his air why he keep on breathing?
Magkikita pa kaya kami?
A lot of questions running to my mind everytime that I remember him.
They say time heals wounds, but it's been too long.
They said waiting is boring but for me, it's worth it and loving someone unconditionally was never be boring.
I don't know if I deserve all of this for hurting him, or this is really my fate? if this is my fate, then the world is so unfair.
Palagi ko siyang hinihintay sa lugar kung saan kami huling nagkita. Walang araw na hindi ako pumupunta doon at hinihiling na sana makita ko siyang nakatayo doon habang hinihintay ako.
Pero may hinihintay pa ba ako? may babalikan pa ba ako? siguro nga tama ang sinasabi nilang "right person in wrong time".
I wait and love him for 10 years. I know it's weird but yeah, maybe I am really weird.
Loving him unconditionally will never be my regrets.
If I need to wait for another 10 years to see him again, then I'll wait 10 times until that day comes.
I close my eyes and remember the day how and when I saw him. Kahit sampong taon na ang nakalipas ay sobrang linaw parin para sa'kin kung paano ko siya minahal at kung paano ko siya nasaktan.
I was desperate to see you, kung alam mo lang kung gaano kita kamahal at kung paano ko isinantabi ang pagmamahal ko para sayo para sa ikabubuti mo.
I still want to build a family with you, you were always be my future. I always trust you, 'cause you were always be my compass.
My love for you has no ending. If waiting is the only way to bring back from the beginning, I'm willing to wait even if it takes a hundred years.
They say heart beat is one of the most important thing in this world, if it stop, then everything will not able to work. My heart already died when the moment I let him go. He take my heart away.
He is the art that resulting of all chaos that happened to my life. He is the art that I failed to keep. The art that I made from my palette.
There's always part of me that always hunting him, his arms around me, his laugh, his smiles, his kiss and everything about him, it's always hunt me.
I'm ready now to start another journey with the man who's always there for me in the times of needs, a man who's not giving up on me even tho I'm the one who's giving up on myself. A man who's never get tired to fight for us when I can't no longer fight for myself and for the both of us.
He became my fighter when I can't fight anymore. He loved me more than he loved himself.
I want to keep him that time, pero hindi ko siya pwedeng mahalin sa gitna ng kaguluhan. Kung kailan ready na ako ay tsaka naman siya nawala sa piling ko.
YOU ARE READING
Spectaculos Disaster
Random"In every chaos there's always been an art resulting a beautiful disaster, but what if these chaos has no ending and not resulting a beautiful disaster?" They said heart beat is one of the most important thing in this world, if it stop, then everyth...
