III. anxiety

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November 10, 2021


I need a bandage for my heart,

Not because it bleeds,

But because I keep tearing at the edges and

Halting recovery.

I need a bandage to remind me,

I'm over my past habits,

And everything takes time to heal.

The sun rose too early and set too soon,

Its beautiful view at the back of my mind,

I decluttered my space to find emptiness,

Where were the feelings I used to bury here?

Perhaps in my haste, I had

Swept them away.

This empty room waits and waits and

Wait

I fear there will be nothing after

The mess is gone.

If I despair now, we can only go up from here.

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