I entered the car and my mom was in the drivers seat and Tamar was in the passengers seat oh hell I think to myself "Hey Neicey pooh" said Tamar "hi auntie" "hey mom" I said "how was your day" just a lil fyi I changed before we got to the car ramp almost forgot too until Adrianna said something "it was good mom real good" I couldn't stop thinking about nyzeir and the way he touched my thighs and the way he looked at me butterflies were in my stomach "mom where is dad"? "He's at the house right now but me and your auntie wanted to take u out shopping and wanted to have some girl chat with you" she said ughh girl chat that usually means she wants to talk about boys and why I should not have sex and yadayadayadaydada I always tell her I'm not interested in boys just books and I'm only focused on school I tell her that I'm still a Virgin and I don't think about that stuff but now that Tamar is here she can see right thru me and it's gone be harder to lie "oh ok sure we can do that" I said YASMINE TONI AND TAMAR ARRIVES AT THE MALL So me mom and Tamar walk over to forever 21 and my mom and auntie take a few pictures with fans and honestly I'm used to it so I don't mind and I go off and do my own thing I look at some of the clothes on the rack "oh this is k-ute" "but it shows to much stomach" I hear my mom say "mom this is what kids now a day wear" "Toni lighten up that is is cute Neicey pooh" Tamar said "See thank you auntie Tamar" I said "mom PleAsee can I have it" gives her the puppy dog eyes "ok fine but u only wear that when ur out somewhere not at school" Toni said I shake my mothers hand "nice doing business with you toni" "what did I tell you about calling me by my first name" she scolded me "sorry mom" after we bought some clothes from forever 21 we went over to rue 21 I didn't really like any clothes from there so we weren't there for long this we went to Zara and there was this cute short baby do me booty dress that I really liked
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but I knew it was off limits so I pretended like I was gonna go get some mall food but I really drifted off to Zara to buy the dress I do have my own money so why not I put the Zara bag in the forever 21 bag so mom wouldn't notice after that I walked around till I saw mom and Tamar and caught up with them "where's the food"? Mom asked "the lines were too long I got aggravated and left" I said "oh yeah I hate when lines are long" she said she actually bought it I mean I didn't expect her to not buy it bc I'm great at what I do this black dress is definitely the dress I'm wearing to the party tonight "mom can we go home now I wanna take a nap and do some homework" I said "You wanna leave from the mall?,Never thought I would hear u say that"mom said Tamar giggled "mom I wanna get a head start on my homework it's a lot of it" "ok fine fine we'll leave" the girls exited the mall and go to the car where the rest of the car ride was filled with yasmine singing her mom and auntie's song's
"Should I even listen? Should I even try? Will I just be hearing The same old lines, baby? See it doesn't matter What you say this time 'Cause our whole relationship Is built on one lie You say things aren't the way they seem But still you can't come straight with me How can you think that you're in love When you don't know the meaning of? Love shoulda brought you Brought you home last night You shoulda been with me Shoulda been right by my side Baby, if you cared anything for me Then love woulda brought you to me last night I gotta hand it to ya You had me there for a while I was so in love with you I couldn't see past your smile" I singed. My mom just looked at me with proudness in her eyes she loves when I sing and she especially loves when I sing her songs she feels like I'm following in her foot steps. But her song soon went off but my auntie Tamar's song came on and babyyyy when I tell u I was singing to the top of my lungs
"I'd rather go blind, blind, blind Than to see you with her tonight I'm done with your lies But I can't say goodbye So, I'd rather go blind See I remember, I remember that night Til the mornin' I just cried and cried In the bed, no pillow talk The way you left was cold and rough It's ok cause you'll be back and you'll be mine But where you go, where you go, where you go I will never know You just leave me here confused Down, depressed and feeling blue I've convinced myself that you'll be back in due time I'll be praying, wishing, hoping that you notice me But now you surrounded by new company I play it cool, but truth is that's a lie I'd rather go blind, blind, blind Than to see you with her, tonight I'm done with your lies But I can't say goodbye So I'd rather go blind 'Cause you was all mine, all, mine And we had the time of our lives Then I lost my sight When I saw you that night So I'd rather go blind I'd rather go blind Save your talkin' I know all the facts Tell her it's over and imma take you back Look me right here in my face Cross your heart and say you've changed But we both know that's not what you want right now Now where you go, where you go, where you go I will never ever, never know You just left me here confused Down, depressed and feeling blue I just hope that you'll come back home in due time I'll be praying, wishing, hoping that you notice me But now you surrounded by new company I play it cool, but truth is that's a lie I'd rather go blind, blind, blind Than to see you with her, tonight I'm done with your lies But I can't say goodbye So I'd rather go blind Cause you was all mine, all, mine And we had the time of our lives Then I lost my sight When I saw you that night So I'd rather go blind I'd rather go blind" I singed "Yes honey hit them notes and stay on keyyy" Tamar said "damn u hitting the notes like me u might be 1st to me in my own damn song" me and mom started laughing and before I knew it we were home my auntie Tamar Is staying the night something about her and Vince getting into a argument about who loves who more I'm pretty sure he's gonna come over here later apologize to her and come get her from our house and go back to there's but I honestly don't mind having Tamar being here she's fun and mom isn't as strict.
