Clubhouse

XXII.

Kentrell Gaulden
Truth be told I'm scared of the person I've become in these last few weeks. I don't really like going out and shit. I'd rather sit in the house all day and record she got a nigga acting different.

I walked outside as I felt the sun shining directly on me. It's a pool in the backyard she'll be alright. I lit my cigarette and began to smoke.

"I'm sorry Trell. So you really don't wanna go?" I heard Tahani say behind me.

"It's a pool in the backyard Hani. We can stay here." I said pulling my phone out.

"Why you don't wanna leave the house?" She asked.

"I just don't." I said. I'm starting to feel myself detach from reality and my depression beginning to hit me again.

"Okay well tell them to clean the pool." She said turning around going in the house.

I went to my contacts and clicked "Nisha."

"Hello?" I heard Kayden say.

"Wassup man?" I said smiling dropping my cigarette stepping on it with my shoe.

"Hey daddy." He said.

"Who you on the phone with?" I heard Nisha ask.

"Nobody." I heard Kayden say.

"You can tell her you on the phone with me Draco." I said.

"I miss you." He said.

"I miss you more. I'm tryna get you out here. Imma see you soon though I promise." I said feeling my chest tighten it's been almost a year and I still haven't seen my first born or my first daughter.

"Mani come get the phone." Kayden said.

"Hey." She said grabbing the phone.

"Hey pretty girl this daddy." I said.

"Hey hey hey hey hey." She said making it into a song making me laugh.

She only bout to be two so it's not much she can just say. I'm just glad to hear her voice.

I heard the phone hit the floor I guess she dropped it.

"Draco? Draco?" I said.

"Mani you can't be throwing my phone on the floor." I heard him say picking it up.

"Hello daddy?" He said.

"Let me talk to yo momma. I love you." I said knowing she was prolly gone hang the phone up in my face.

"I love you too and okay." He said.

"Hello?" I heard Nisha say.

"Hello? How you been?" I asked her honestly. She did just have another baby recently. I know she tired she only finna be 20 and got 3 kids.

"I'm fine. What you want Kentrell?" She asked.

"I want my kids." I said.

"We'll come get em." She said.

"You know I can't come get em." I said feeling myself get upset.

"Well I'm not sending em with nobody else and I can't travel cuz I got a new born." She said.

"Just let my momma come get em." I said.

"You'll see your kids when you able to come get em. Don't you got a new born in the house with you?" She asked.

"That ain't nun of yo business mane. I just want my kids. Why you acting like this?" I asked.

"Bye Kentrell." I heard hearing the dial tone.