Clubhouse

III.

Tahani Amoura
Recap:

"What you on 5?"

I stared at my phone confused. "Who is this?" I responded back after staring at the phone for 5 minutes.

"Who you think it is?" The person responded.

"I don't know. Wait is this Montana?" I said realizing he the only one I gave my number to.

"You close but nah." The person said.

"Kentrell?" I said pressing send.

"Why you call me Kentrell?" The person said.

"Cuz that's yo name if this you, I'm not calling you by no Nick names. That's not what yo momma put on yo birth certificate." I said. "

"You right ,but yea this top." He said.

"Quit lying." I said.

"Why you think I'm lying?" He said back.

"Cuz out of everybody on clubhouse why you pick me?" I said. I was genuinely confused ,but maybe he just need a friend. I can be that.

"Why not you? You cool ash." He replied.

"Youn even know me." I said back.

"Well let me get to know you." He said.

"Okay." I replied.

"What's your name ?" He said .

"Tahani Amoura Fletcher." I replied.

"Favorite color?" He said.

"Pink, black , and white." I said.

"If you could go anywhere , where would it be?" He asked.

"Somewhere far.. around water, just so I can be free and have a piece of mind. Maybe Jamaica , Dubai, Seychelles." I said.

"Why did you choose to have so many kids?" I asked. I saved his name as a green heart.

I saw him typing then the bubble disappeared. I guess he didn't wanna talk about it. I clicked my phone off and dozed off.

*4 hours later* :1am

I rolled over and saw that Chanel was gone . That hoe always leaving me for her boyfriend.

💚: Even though it was me , my li brudda , and big sister I still felt alone. I always want my kids to be able to talk ta somebody even if it's not me. They all have multiple siblings for that reason. My sons won't neva need a clique and my daughters got each other. That's all I ever wanted. Was somebody to be able to talk to. 12:03am

💚: My bad that's a lot. Wyo 5? 12:17am

💚: I know you not sleep Hani. 12:34am

💚:Call me so we can talk. 12:57am

"Nah it's not a lot. I understand. I also have 2 siblings and I'm the oldest so I felt as if I never had nobody to run to when I needed it. I always had to do it by myself ,but that's okay cuz it made me into who I am today. Ian never fucked up about it. I actually was sleep 😂. Call you?? What's wrong ?" I responded. 1:03am