Chapter 32

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much smut this chapter (-:

Ansel's POV
I drove us to my new apartment a couple miles from UC. I knew what was probably going to happen and I'd never been happier in my life. I tossed my keys onto the counter and slammed the door shut along with her body against the wall. One hand was on her left breast and the other was on her ass. The feelings she gave me were glorious and I'd missed them. She sucked on my bottom lip while one of her hands teased me through my jeans. We made out and touched each other as we made our way into the bedroom. It was small and only had my bed and nightstand in it so far. She pushed me back onto the plain white sheets and kissed me again as she ground her hips into my quickly growing erection. She began sucking on my neck as her hips picked up the pace. I groaned into her hair.

"Jesus fuck, I missed you." I felt her smile. I lifted her blouse from her skin, she wasn't wearing a bra. I almost died.

She was the most exquisite thing I'd ever laid my eyes on.
She pulled off my t-shirt and never stopped riding my lap as she did. When we were stripped of all our clothes we just looked at each other for a second. I thought about how I still loved her and all the things I wanted to do to her. God only knows what she was thinking. Minutes later, she's riding my cock. I squeezed her nipples and she almost screamed. Her body was glistening with sweat and her hair was long and bouncing around her hips. I never wanted to miss her like I was again.

I suddenly grabbed her hips and pulled her onto my face. I licked and sucked at her clit until she was screaming my name. I could tell she was about to come by her breath and movements so I gripped her hips and slowed down to tease her. Then I quickly started licking and sucking again until she came all down my neck and chest.

I'd never been more turned on in my life. She sat on my stomach and looked at me with dark eyes, still breathing heavy

She moved farther down towards my cock and slipped the tip in her mouth. She sucked on it for a while to tease me until she slipped it in her pussy again. It didn't take me long to come after that.

We held each other for a couple minutes afterward. I never wanted to let her go. I thought about what her life was probably like now. What if she already had someone and she was going to say this was a mistake and never talk to me again? Or she was just feeling horny and didn't actually miss me or care about me anymore. I tried to push those thoughts out of my head but it was difficult. She could be a completely different person now for all I knew.

I didn't want to lose her again. I sat up and looked her in the eyes.

"I'm still in love with you, you know. I never stopped I just distracted myself with shit that I didn't actually care about. I don't know what's going on in your life right now or if you even want me anymore but I want you more than I ever have."

"I can't say I feel the same way," she whispered.

I looked away. I couldn't believe this.

"I'm totally kidding, oh my god." She pulled me to her and she sat on my lap.

"I love you, Ansel, I never stopped either."

We kissed again. And fucked again. And again, and again.

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