The Bad Girl's Weakness (COMPLETE)

Chapter 15: HHWW

GIRBAUD's POV

Angelica and i are walking hand in hand. She is wearing my white t shirt right now and we are on our way to the beach. I want to bring her in my most scared place in the beach where no one knew except me and my friends here. When we were kids we used to play hide and seek in the beach and i luckily find out a hiding place where no one can find me. It's like a small lagoon and cave. I remember when i was a kid i used to go there to seek privacy. I go there to cry out loud the pain inside me. The pain having a mother yet feels like none. The same way i feel for my dad.

My mom and my dad met when my dad has a beach get away with his officemates here in Batangas. They met and mom conceived me. I'm not sure if they fall in love with each other or what. I was conceived as a mistake. A big mistake. A mistake that no one must find out and know.

Now my dad is the Mayor in the City. He has a family. He made my mom his mistress. No one knows that he has a bastard of a son like me except from his wife Amanda and their daughter Gregoria. My mom never seek for money, affection or even support financially and emotionally. Kahit na ganyan si inay hindi siya mang gagamit. Hindi siya naghabol o ipagpilitan ang kanyang sarili. I love her for that. May paninindigan siya. Maybe my sibling and i have different fathers is because mom just fell in love and she gave her all to those people. She is a believer of Love. Di siya napapagod magmahal ng paulit ulit.

But me? I'm different. I know that if i fell in love.. I will fell in love with one person over and over and over again.. And i knew that it is Angelica Keir Montealto i fell in love with.

And right now i'm like the luckiest guy on earth because i'm holding her next to me. And i'm more than lucky because she's in love with me too.

ANGEL's POV

HHWW ang peg namin ni Girbaud. HOLDING HANDS WHILE WALKING.
Dinala niya ako sa isang maliit na kweba. Its beautiful out here. Its very romantic. I'm happy that Girbaud brought me here.

Hinubad ko na ang tshirt na soot ko and my body is now exposed. I'm wearing my black two piece swimsuit. Dumiretso naman ang tingin ni Girbaud sa aking katawan. A smirked form on my lips. I have that effect on him and i love it.
It makes me want him more. But not today. I can see in his eyes the memory of loneliness when we got here inside the cave.

"What are you thinking? You know naman na pwede mo sabihin sa akin ang lahat. I won't judge. I'll listen. Promise!" Itinaas ko pa ang kaliwa kong kamay sa ere dahil ang kanan ay hawak pa rin ni Girbaud.

"Wala. Naisip ko lang ang mga panahong nandito ako umiiyak dahil sa sama ng loob nonh bata pa ako." Nakatingin lang ang mga mata ni Girbaud sa tuktok ng cave. Para bang pinipigilan niya ang kanyang luha na tumulo.

"Why? Tungkol saan ang mga sama ng loob ma iyon? I love you and you can trust me okay. Let it out." Pinilig ko ang aking ulo sa kanyang balikat at tiningala siya dahil mas matangkad siya sa akin.

"I love you too and i will tell you everything in the right time. Just not now. Lets focus on the bright side. The side where me and you exist." He look at me with high intensity. I can see through his eyes his love for me and i want him to see my love for him through my eyes too.

He cupped my face and he put the tip of his nose on my nose. Tip to tip. I can see his soul by looking in his eyes. I didnt want to blink. I want to look at him without even blinking. My mouth parted a bit and waiting for his kiss and he did. He kissed me tenderly. His kisses are like the air that i breathe. Because i need it more than anything.

Our lips move like theres a rhythm. The rhythm of the beat of our hearts. Our hearts that beat as one.

After that incredibly sweet kiss we are now heading home. Speaking of home. When will i go home to my family? I guess my time is up and i need to face the reality. That in reality i have a family who is looking for me. My mom and my dad. Who is always busy but still they gave everything i want. My three brothers who are really lovable and i just don't want to admit it. They care for me a lot. And i care for them too. Its just hidden in the very low part of my heart and now it is released... And i thank the person who made me realized everything. Who made me change for the better. The person who released the good side of me.. The love of my life, GIRBAUD VILLALUZ.

Ipapakilala ko siya ng maayos sa pamilya ko. I will let them know the person who is the reason behind these change. I hope they love Girbaud. I know they will. I hope they will.

We stayed ni Batangas for three days. Ngayon balik na kami sa reality. Sa syudad kong saan lahat ay totoo na. Sa batangas para kasing lahat ay di totoo sa sobrang ganda.

Bumabyahe na ulit kami papunta sa Manila. girbaud is driving and me? Di ko mapigilan ang di kabahan sa mangyayari pag uwi ko sa Mansyon ng mga Montealto.

"Girbaud?"kagat labi kong sambit.

"Hmmm?" Busy siya sa pagmamaneho kaya di man lang niya ako nilingon.

"Ammm.. Uuwi na ako sa bahay." Nakatingin ako sa labas ng bintana ng sabihin ko yun. Ayokong makita siyang nasasaktan.

"Oo nga. Uuwi na tayo sa bahay." Hinawakan niya ang aking kaliwang kamay. Habang ang isa niyang kamay ay nasa manibela.

"I mean.. Uuwi na ako sa bahay namin. Sa amin Girbaud." Napayuko ako at di ko siya magawang tingnan. Binitawan niya ang kamay ko at nakita kong mahigpit na humawak siya sa manibela.

"Sa inyo... May magagawa pa ba ako? Di naman ako pwedeng umangal sayo hindi ba?" Naka kunot ang mga noo nito at diretso pa rin ang tingin sa kalsada.

"Uuwi lang naman ako.. I'm still your girlfriend... Di naman ako lalayo. Mas okay yun dba para mas masoportahan kita? I will have my cards and cash back." Pilit akong ngumiti at nagulat ako ng inihinto ni Girbaud ang sasakyan sa gilid ng kalsada.

"Bullshit angelica! Di ko sinabing suportahan mo ko! Di ko kailangan ng pera mo!!! All i need is you! Naiitimdihan mo ba yun?!" Halos mangilid ang luha sa mga mata niya. He's shouting at me at naiintindihan ko yun.

"I didn't mean that..." Yumuko ako dahil di ko kayang makita ang mga mata nya kung sakaling luluha iyon.

"Yes you are. Kaya kong mabuhay mag isa! Kaya ko suportahan ang sarili ko. Ang mga kapatid ko. Di namin kailangan ng tulong mo. Sige umuwi ka na sa inyo. Siguro ngayon sawang sawa ka na sa buhay mahirap ano? Sawang sawa ka na sa buhay na kasama ako." He's crying.. I can feel it. Pero hindi iyon ang ibig kong sabihin.

"Bakit ba ayaw mo ako umuwi saamin? I have a family!!! And their waiting for my return." I cant help my self to cry too. Di niya ako naiintindihan. I tought maayos na saamin ang lahat? Ang akala ko maiintindihan niya ako.

Di na siya nagsalita at nagmaneho na lang.
Mabilis kaming nakarating sa apartment. Si girbaud naman ay mabilis na naghakoy ng kanyang mga damit pati na rin ang damit ng kanyang mga kapatid.

"Girbaud san ka pupunta? I said ako lang ang uuwi." Habang pinapasok niya ang kanyang mga damit ay nilalabas ko naman ito sa bag.

"Para san pa ang pananatili namin dito sa bahay nato? Uuwi ka na rin naman kaya uuwi na rin kami ng mga kapatid ko." Mabilis niyang isinara ang isang bag.

"Fuck it Girbaud! You are impossible!" naiinis na ako sa kanya. I cant believe him! Di niya ba maintindihan na uuwi lang naman ako to see my family? Ano ba ang kinapuputok ng butchi nya?!!!

"Yes i'm impossible! I'm impossible to be love by you the way i love you. alam mo na ngayon." Hinila niya ang mga kapatid niya at saka umalis. Pinigilan ko sila pero nagmatigas si Girbaud.

He doesnt understand me. Why cant he understand?!!! Does this mean we are over? I don't want! Ayoko! Ayoko di ko kaya. But he is being unfair... I miss my family. I want to make it up to them for the years ive been bitching around. Bakit kailangan maging ganito? Do i need to pick a side? Kung kelan ko na narealized ang lahat sa tulong ng isang tao siya pa itong mawawala? Life is unfair! Its been unfair ever since!