Past, Present and Future

Is This Your First Kiss?

After making pasta for me and T, I washed the dishes while he finished up the chocolate cake I had brought over. Calling to him over my shoulder, I asked if he'd like anything else. 

"No, I'm good."

We sat and talked for awhile before he started dozing off on my shoulder. As he drifted off to deeper sleep, I moved so he could stretch out. As I went to leave, I leaned over and placed a kiss on his lips. His eyes immediately sprang open and he sat up. "Did you just kiss me?"

"Yes, was I not supposed to?" I asked in surprise. 

"I've never been kissed." "I kinda liked it." he admitted.

"You've never been kissed? Ever?" I replied, sitting back down.

Now he hung his head and blushed. "No." 

"T, look at me." I raised his chin up and looked into his eyes.

"I...I...am...a..." "He and I never...He just used me for a punching bag."

I take his hand to lead him into the bedroom. I wanted to kiss him more but only when he was ready. "Let's just cuddle. We have forever to do anything else."

I wound up spending the night just cuddling him and reassuring him, everything was going to be okay. I did kiss him several more times though.