How Do I Apologize?

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After my outburst at rehearsal, I feel so embarrassed and ashamed. I mean, I like Eric as a friend but apparently I have feelings that have surfaced too. It has to be the alcohol. Every time I drink, I find new feelings that come up. I feel stupid now. I've turned my phone off while I sit on my couch in silence. 

I know Gene and Eric will have a few things to discuss as well as Paul. Do I leave the band, do I stay? 

I must have dozed off because when I open my eyes again, it's dark. Not bothering to head to my room, I just take my shoes off, curl up under a blanket and go back to sleep. Thoughts are running around in my head which makes it hard to sleep.

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