Past, Present and Future

Looking In From The Outside

My best friend has fallen in love----again. I swear he has a thing for guitarists. Well, with the exception of our first drummer. Anyway, Paul is now in love with our road manager who I think is also in love with Paul but won't admit it.

I guess I can't say anything because I fell head over heels for Eric the first time I saw him. There's a different chemistry between us though. We're like volcanic ash and fire, Paul and his love interest are like flowers and butterflies. Paul's love interest is very shy and probably a virgin so that attracts Paul to him even more. Eric is the fire- never able to be extinguished and I'm the volcanic ash-always feeding the flames.

We're currently sitting around back stage talking about the I Just Wanna video we just shot. Bruce starts laughing as someone yells during the middle of it. "Wow! To think that we missed that."

"I think that was me." I admit. "I let out a yell because someone poked me off camera." I turn to look at Eric.

"Who? Me? Never." he rolls his eyes and blows a huge bubble. HE KNOWS THIS ANNOYS ME!!!!!"

"Get rid of that damned bubble gum!" I snap.

"Never!"

I look over to see Paul and Bruce just watching us.

Life in KISS is definitely never boring. I never know what's going to happen.

Just as I get up to chase Eric for flipping me off, I trip over the mic stand and manage to land on my ass. No one makes a sound until Eric bursts out laughing and Paul starts clapping. Bruce is trying to hide his laughter but fails as tears start rolling down his cheeks. I then start laughing as I stand up and walk off.

Damned little blonde haired devil.