Again Again and Echo

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It's human nature to want to fight back. To want to survive. To get a bit crazy when one's back is again the wall....

The boy with purple hair knew this best and yet he could only laugh the loudest and hardest at the idea of it all.

Trapped in a strange place with people they don't know forced to kill each other. Why it's the biggest joke he's ever heard of! But it's not a joke and it's very real and it's threatening to drag him down into madness and break what's left of his walls he has left.

"Can't break me! If I break myself first! You can't touch me if I take myself down first!" The boy thinks absolutely delight as it was the perfect escape.

Thus he lied and lied again not caring who's hurt or why as he plays his games. Pushing everyone away from him building mountains that only he himself will set ablaze.

The mind does crazy things when it feels it's attacked and under pressure...

"I haven't been myself lately..." Kokichi looks at himself in the mirror seeing in perfect clarity his own madness and just laughed at it.

"I don't blame you for not wanting to stay.... Saying things that I don't mean, not meaning what I say..." Kokichi hummed as he enters the kitchen lying again to the group and making them annoyed with him and not want to deal with him at all.

"When it's good, it so good! When it's bad, it's so bad!" Kokichi hummed thinking about the good moments he sometimes has everyone and all the bad moments as he heads back to his room.

"Even when I knew what I had. What am I supposed to say, when I end up driving everyone away?" Kokichi sang in the mirror in his room and he could of swore he saw fire in his room as he punched the mirror.

"'Cause I am on fire! A crying, burning liar! Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself! And I'm the one with the lighter!" Kokichi sings in his room looking at the mirror at himself lighting up his room and just burning it all down taking all their problems away in a beautiful flaming blaze.

"Every inch of me is charred! God, what happened to my heart? I'm about to fall apart!" Kokichi sings trying to cover his face, but all around him it's bloody and fire and black inky goop threatening to corrupt him and suffocate him.

"Again, again!" Kokichi wakes up to a new day to start the day again.

"And you're never coming back, and I'm not okay with that! And I should've never let myself get attached!" Kokichi sees Shuichi saying he's forever alone and walking away from as Kokichi speechless tries to reach him or every moment Shuichi's ignored Kokichi... Like that time he was covered in blood... or that time he sided with Kaito and them and didn't even try to understand him. So many other times.

"Again! Again! Again! Again! Again! Again! Again! Again!" Kokichi screams in tears as he stabs his pillow with a knife ripping it to shreds counting all the times he wanted to be friends, to reach Shuichi and how much he cares about it.

"What's done is done! And nothing's gonna change! I should be moving on, but I still feel the same! And it's like every day is a fight for my life! To get some self control!" Kokichi sings laughing as he hugged himself and knocks over a light that makes his room catch on fire which engulfed him and his room.

He wakes up again starting over the killing game with no one remembering anything, but him.

"And when you've forgotten who I am, it just feels, it just feels Like I'm nobody at all!" Kokichi sings as he heads to his room crying and rips Shuichi's picture to pieces.

"I found myself hitting the ground. I held my breath in case I drown." Kokichi thinks of how many times he's repeated all of this.

"I should have known when to let go" Kokichi holds on to the picture of Shuichi now intact hugging it.

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