50: Am I Wrong?

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"Wait wait wait! You kissed Katsuki this morning?!?! What is wrong with you, Izu?!?!?" Melissa exclaimed. 

"I know, and I thought it was all a dream, but it was real." 

"So because you thought it was a dream, you still thought it was a good thing for you to be dreaming of kissing another guy–who isn't your boyfriend? Where in that sentence does it make sense?" Melissa asked. 

"I-I just... Hah- you know how I told you that Reed kissed me last night and how I told you I didn't like the kiss?" 

"Yeah?" 

"I meant... it just didn't feel comfortable for me to be kissed. Reed's aura is a lot different from Kacchan, and I think because me and Kacchan have had sex, that's why I don't feel comfortable around the kiss with Reed." Izuku explained.

"That doesn't mean you should still kiss someone else that isn't your boyfriend in a dream! And besides, you haven't kissed Reed as much as you have with Katsuki. You only feel uncomfortable by the kiss with Reed because you've only kissed him once and it was a different feeling than when you and Katsuki kissed." Melissa explained. 

"Hah- I shouldn't have asked Kacchan why he was distancing himself from me in the first place, because now I know his feelings towards me completely." Izuku sighed. 

"Katsuki confessed to you?!?!" 

"Ack! Don't yell about it, Melissa! K-Kacchan confessed to me before Reed came and kissed me, a-and now that I know Kacchan's feelings... it feels awkward since he seems serious about his feelings." Izuku answered. 

"Geez- why didn't you tell me this last night, then I would've made sure you would stay at my place instead of his."

"But I need to stay at Kacchan's!" 

"Why? So you can cheat on Reed some more?" 

"N-No! It's like I told you last night, I know Kacchan more than anyone and he needs support and someone to help him with his mental health. As much as I know it sounds like a terrible idea now because he has feelings for me when I'm dating someone else, I still think I should try and help him." Izuku explained. 

"Hah- I don't really understand why you're being like this. I hope you know what you're doing, because it just all sounds like you're cheating on Reed." 

"I-I told you, I'm not! I will make sure to be careful around Kacchan and act like nothing more than a friend and personal doctor. I have to at least repay him for saving me from Shindo last night." 

"You better not screw yourself over on this." 

"I won't, Melissa."




'I told Melissa I could handle being around Kacchan, but will I really? Especially after everything that's happened this morning. I still can't believe I thought all of that was a dream and to think it was a good idea to kiss Kacchan in bed. Why was he on the bed with me this morning anyway? He told me last night he'd sleep on the couch and let me sleep in his bed, so why was he there this morning lying right next to me? I'm just lucky Kacchan's mom didn't find out I was just in the other room, then she would've escalated to thinking that me and Kacchan were dating when we're just friends and neighbors... I really need to be careful about what I say or do around Kacchan, especially now that I know his feelings. I don't wanna hurt Kacchan, but I can't start thinking of having the same feelings towards Kacchan when I'm dating another man. I hope he's still not mad about what I said this morning, then things will be really awkward the next time I see-'

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