"just here"

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Here it goes another friend that I have to bury

This one is particularly more arduous,

Because I thought she and I would marry.

There goes another one,

Wrong place at the wrong time.

Following in her brother's footsteps

Straight down the jagged line.

How many people have I killed.....

Three, Four, Six, Twenty?

Feeling my knife slit their necks,

I'll never stop until I'm good and ready.

Death isn't something I sightlessly take,

But something that I discerly see

Some people believe living is for them,

No living can only be for me.

Romance books have completely ruined love for me

As I've grow older I'm seeing this as a proven fact

Out of all my previous relationships,

None have come close to "book dude"

This is bad because how can any man measure up,

to the notion of love that exists in my mind.

Sometimes I'm the damsel in distress rescued by a prince

Or the invisible girl that the quarterback notices

The tom boy that the guy actually appreciates

Or my favorite character trope,

the girl who never intended to fall in love.

Sometimes it's better to dream of the artificial possibilities

In the moments of working on single me

Becoming that best of my wondering 20's

Figuring out those moments

Figuring out me

When that time comes or if it was never meant to be

In the meanwhile I could always just sit down and read 

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